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Please am i okay? I'm at that point that nothing bothers me anymore. I have gone through all and I have seen all. Nothing interests me anymore.
I don't get excited, happy or sad about anything. I'm just living and counting each day as it comes. No friends, no husband, no kids, just me.
I have prayed, praised, made sacrifices yet nothing so I Can't even pray anymore because I feel there's no need to.
WOOW!!!:....I am so sorry that you feel this way....I wonder what sucked the life out of you....
WOOW!!!:....I am so sorry that you feel this way....I wonder what sucked the life out of you....
To your question on if you are ok, you are not OK at all and you need help....
Sounds like you are acutely depressed, the dangerous type that can make you end your life in a twinkle of an eye.
Please get help. I pray that God sees you through this difficult time.
You might have reached the point in the grieving process called acceptance
ReplyDeletePerhaps you wanted certain things in life or lost certain things or people and you have now come to the place of acceptance
If that’s the case then nothing is wrong with you per se. Life is a process. Now that you’ve accepted what’s gone is gone, it’s time to dream again. Why not get some help. Visit someone you know is excited about life someone that makes you happy. Take the person out to lunch and just talk for a bit.
I’ve had a few losses recently myself and yesterday, I was told of another death. I had no reaction then till now. Might be how you feel
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Poster you are going through a dissociative phase and emotional numbness to protect yourself from past traumas. I am sorry about how you feel and I wish I could give you a big bear HUG..
ReplyDeleteYou don't need to do this all alone...Please see a mental health specialist that will give you professional help and give you all the help to address these issues.. Also surround yourself with family, trusted friends or trusted religious leader for positive energy....
Try not to be isolated....God loves you so much and he will see you through....A broken and contrite heart he will not despise; he knows the yearning of your heart; he see your pain...If the only thing you can say is ''Lord Abba Father help me'' or recite the Lord's prayer...It will help a lot.....
Tight Bear Hugs and All the best...You will see the SUN again...
You're not alone. Let's be friends. We're alike. Leave a response. Let's help each other get through this together ❤️ 💓
ReplyDeleteYou both cannot help each other cod at this point you need love, care, attention and people around you. You both cannot help yourself at this point but you need others to help you out. Maybe when you are out of this feeling then you can become friends.
DeleteEC they certainly can
DeleteThey can hang out etc
I totally feel what you are going thru. We are in the same boat. Staying sttong, keeping faith and bonding together will give us the strength to still smile.
DeleteMaybe Stella can do a grieving post or WhatsApp group for this. Hugs to you Poster, life has thrown you a lot..
DeleteMay God send you help speedily 🙏
ReplyDeleteBut please, never stop making supplications, the enemy wins when he can make you stop praying and believing in the efficacy of prayers.
Please know that without those things you listed up there that you don't have, you're still a complete and whole person. They don't define you, your happiness and will to live shouldn't come from them.
May God send you help speedily 🙏
ReplyDeleteBut please, never stop making supplications, the enemy wins when he can make you stop praying and believing in the efficacy of prayers.
Please know that without those things you listed up there that you don't have, you're still a complete and whole person. They don't define you, your happiness and will to live shouldn't come from them.
May the good Lord see you through.
ReplyDeleteLeave all to the one who gave you life.He knows and understands it all.Do not use the timer on another person's watch to set yours. 'A' may have it earlier while 'B' may have it late.it only takes faith to bring all our expectations to reality.
ReplyDeleteQuit complaining and be grateful for life.go to the hospital, you will find a lot fighting for survival, to enjoy the free air you and I sometimes take for granted.
Let's always be grateful to the one who gave us life without asking for payment of any kind,all he wants,is for us to praise him.
Poster,start thanking God even for miracles you haven't seen yet just believe all is well,refuse to see negativity even if they are around you.
You are not okay at all poster, you are currently depressed that is why nothing makes you happy or nothing gives you reason to remain alive. I understand this cos I have been there some years back but thank God I was able to share how I was feeling with my gf and sister in law else I would have taken my own life.
ReplyDeleteYou need to speak to a trusted friend, family member, siblings anyone you feel that you trust. All those you mentioned that you don't have are part of thr reasons you are depressed ot feeling the way you are feeling right now.
Please do not feel that you don't have any reason yo be happy, you don't have ant reason yo live but know that your family members live you. People around you will be affected if you take your life, think about how your family will miss you, husband will come, children will come, money will come but you need yo hold on for a while. Please do not give up on life yet cos God has a reason why he created you.
It is only in the state of complete abandonment and loneliness that we experience the helpful powers of our own nature.
ReplyDeleteLife sometimes won't be fair to us but we keep going with hope alive.
As we navigate through life happenings, most times nothing makes sense to us anymore and all that was once clear is now being clouded with doubt. We begin to realize just how fragile we are. One good thing is that, at the end of the road is where we often find God.
Pls poster look unto God. He alone can give you fulfillment and happiness in life. Some things in life can't be explained but we have a helper in God.
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Poster may yul receive help from the sanctuary ijn Amen
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DeleteDon't stop praying and praising God, when you least expected God will show up for you.
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ReplyDeleteOh dear
ReplyDeleteYou will laugh again. Everything is going to be fine. Okay?
We love you.
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I pray God sees you through
ReplyDeleteMy darling sister, please be happy dad don't feel this is the end, God will do something new and beautiful. Let your heart be grateful to God for the gift of life. Praise him and you will see him in action.
ReplyDeletePlease be strong and don't give up, everything will be fine.
ReplyDeleteGod will see you through, be happy 🤗🤗🤗🤗😘