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A DIFFERENT KINDA MAN

While I was growing up, I hardly make friends. I was such a reserved person. But I had friends both males and females. 

Through out my university days I wasn't into any relationship. Though I had ladies as friends, yes, closed friends. Good ones. But I never dated any of them.

I am a good guy from a good home; humble, caring, and with good character.

I had never gotten into any trouble in my life.

I told myself that I would not get myself entangled with s#xual activity until I am married. I wouldn't want to defile myself and thereby commit sin against my creator. 

God actually helped me through my days of abstinence.

Early 2021, I got married to the best lady in the world, my heart desire. Infact, how we met was divine. Orchestrated by the Holy spirit. God's hand is on it. She is my joy. 

Now the s#x part:

On our wedding's night, it was a bit of struggle. We tried and tried and got tired and slept off. I couldn't break in. 

The next morning, we continued again. No way! So we went about our daily activities. After three days, we were at it again. But this time, it was better. I was able to penetrate in small but not fully. The struggle continued.

Then one night, as we tried again, all of a sudden, with much pressure, the thing just went inside piam!! 

The moment it went inside, it was going smoothly with no friction. My wife enjoyed it. At first I enjoyed it for a couple of minutes, 3-5minutes there about.

While I was still riding, it now become so normal like nothing was happening. So I was having this conversation in my mind that; is this what people are killing themselves for? Is this what some guys do that put them in trouble?

Fast forward to now: 

S#x has never been a sweet experience for me, rather it is stressful. I have tried different skills, starting with caressing to build up the s#nsual emotion, adopting different styles or techniques, yet it seems to be normal. I do it so to satisfy wifey but deep down, It is stressful.

Is anyone on this table, and is there anyway out to enjoy electrifying s#x?

Note: It's been over 7months now from the time my wife was pregnant till now that we are nursing our first child we have not had s#x.

*As long as she understand then don't stress yourself.. There are lots of people like this but some pretend, lots of women dont enjoy this thing and play along just to stay married, you can either play along or tell her how you feel....

dont go searching for solutions where there are none OK?