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I am married with children, trying to get a divorce. I'm a Christian and I try to the best of my ability to be prayerful, even though I wasn't brought up that way (growing up, we rarely prayed together). I resolved to raise my kids differently. Yeah I know, assistant 'Jesuses' please miss me with the Christian and divorce talk. 

Thank you!

In my quest for knowledge about my roots(my parents will never tell me nothing) and a guide to finding myself, I followed my brother to see a psychic...


After I had mentioned my name and he made some chants, he asked me if I have ever spoken any ill word to a wealthy man. I responded in the negative, while adding that I can't remember any of such event.

He did some chantings and called a name of the supposed person and said she's the person I reincarnated - my "Chi".

I digress...

Back in the days, people were named according to the market day they were born; we have "Eke", "Nkwo", "Orie", and "Afor" market days. So if you are female/male, you'd be named "Mgbeke/Okeke", "Mgbokwu/Okonkwo", "Mgborie/Okorie", or "Mgbafor/Okafor" respectively, depending on the day you were born.

So this Psychic mentioned one of the female names and asked me which of the market days I was born. I didn't know when so I checked the calendar and behold it's the same market day with the supposed person he says I reincarnated.

Funnily enough, it's this same name my husband calls me when he wants to annoy me, and I took it as a random name that popped in his head and he chose to call me.

He asked if I'm prayerful and I said I try to the best of my ability. Asked if I don't see things while praying and I said no. He now said she(my Chi) is angry with me because I said bad words against her. I asked how and when. Those around said I must have shunned someone who tried to tell me about this same person I supposedly reincarnated.

 So it got her angry and she turned her back against me. I am Igbo and I understand the language but his was deep and I could barely understand him so people were translating for me.

It's possible I shunned someone trying to tell me about all these traditional and archaic stuff because I never used to believe in them.

Note that the psychic is an elite who schooled abroad. He's blind and does his exposé in the open space in his compound, So aside my bro and I, there were three other people waiting in line and his adult kids were roaming about the compound.

He gave me some items to go outside the gate with, make declarations on, while calling on God and my ancestors, I should ask for their forgiveness, saying that I did all I did innocently and uninformed, then fling those things away. I did and returned. He said "she" is a notable person so want more and requested for a female goat that I'll slaughter at my convenience, in my compound or anywhere I deem fit. While slaughtering the goat I make positive declarations using God's name then prepare a meal with the slaughtered goat and share with family and friends. I'll also go do some cleansing in a temple called "Aja'ni" (not shrine, they say).

I asked what I'll get in return and through the psychic she said she'll make me the great person I am meant to be. Every other attempt at getting answers to the questions I came prepared with, proved abortive as she kept insisting I do the sacrifice and cleansing first.

In all humility, I am convinced that I am created for greater things, not mediocrity. I have an intimidating appearance, that leaves people in disbelief when I share my story. Also, a handful of friends have told me that I am not meant to be amongst them because I'm head and shoulders above them. I just laugh them off.

Note that I didn't go there because I want my marriage back. The marriage was dead on arrival and there has been no growth all these years. I am doing this because I'm tired of going in circles. I am just existing!

Now, this is my first attempt at towing the spiritual/traditional path. Like they say; You shouldn't expect a different result when you continue doing something the same way... It is also said that it is best to find and tackle the root of a problem first before any other thing. These are my reasons for visiting a psychic.

I will appreciate advice from the experienced ones; 

Do I go ahead with the sacrifice and cleansing? I have prayed and still praying that God should lead me aright. I don't want to start what I can't finish. I don't want to make mistakes that I'll later regret. I'm worried and confused. I have Googled and searched bible passages for "animal blood spilling for sacrifice". I am yet to get answers. Please guys, I need your input.


Thank you.

I dont know anything about this so i will read comments but please DO NOT START WHAT YOU CANNOT FINISH not that after killing goat, they will say you should kill your child next!!