''I got a job close to the house and was saving up so I could pay for my fees when it was time.
Jamb result came out and I gained admission. I was very happy. Before then I asked around and knew roughly how much I had to pay for acceptance. I had almost the amount.
I was to go to the school on a Monday so I decided to open my ‘’kolo’’ on Friday to know how much more I needed. IT WAS EMPTY.
I almost ran mad. Everyone was saying sorry and asking me if I was sure I put the money inside because it was not broken. The thief must have used broom.
No one had money to give me so I went to my elder sister’s house , explained to her and she said she will do something about it . I was there over the weekend helping and barely slept.
Sunday I was to leave she gave me transport and said she didn’t have the fee. I was shocked to tears. Why didn’t she tell me sooner? I was so happy day dreaming and planning then she just cut my happiness short without further explanations or empathy.
This was my future on the line here she could have spoken to her husband. Her Husband was comfortable financially at that time but she never allowed access to him. You greet him too much when he was at home or linger you will see weeennn.
I got back home and guess who’s back? My ‘’customer’’, how convenient. I told him my troubles and he said okay with a condition.
He didn’t want my mouth or spread my legs this time. He wanted it from the other hole. Did I have a choice?
From that moment he had his way from the other hole. I would just cry and take the pain because he was my only hope. At that moment I knew the world had nothing to offer me without taking everything I had to give.
I thought I was going to die from the pain every session. But I was determined, my admission and education was my gateway. I couldn’t sit for days. I would sit on one butt cheek at a time.
No one noticed the way I walked nor asked if I had solved my acceptance fee issue. Did they care? It was a zoo.
Jamb result came out and I gained admission. I was very happy. Before then I asked around and knew roughly how much I had to pay for acceptance. I had almost the amount.
I was to go to the school on a Monday so I decided to open my ‘’kolo’’ on Friday to know how much more I needed. IT WAS EMPTY.
I almost ran mad. Everyone was saying sorry and asking me if I was sure I put the money inside because it was not broken. The thief must have used broom.
No one had money to give me so I went to my elder sister’s house , explained to her and she said she will do something about it . I was there over the weekend helping and barely slept.
Sunday I was to leave she gave me transport and said she didn’t have the fee. I was shocked to tears. Why didn’t she tell me sooner? I was so happy day dreaming and planning then she just cut my happiness short without further explanations or empathy.
This was my future on the line here she could have spoken to her husband. Her Husband was comfortable financially at that time but she never allowed access to him. You greet him too much when he was at home or linger you will see weeennn.
I got back home and guess who’s back? My ‘’customer’’, how convenient. I told him my troubles and he said okay with a condition.
He didn’t want my mouth or spread my legs this time. He wanted it from the other hole. Did I have a choice?
From that moment he had his way from the other hole. I would just cry and take the pain because he was my only hope. At that moment I knew the world had nothing to offer me without taking everything I had to give.
I thought I was going to die from the pain every session. But I was determined, my admission and education was my gateway. I couldn’t sit for days. I would sit on one butt cheek at a time.
No one noticed the way I walked nor asked if I had solved my acceptance fee issue. Did they care? It was a zoo.
*OMG i broke down crying...OMG OH DEAR GOD!!!!
Mennn! This is terribly sad.
ReplyDelete🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧💔💔 my God
DeleteCan this story get any worse? I feel so terrible reading this
DeleteI’m so sorry this happened to you. 💔
ReplyDeleteI hope life has been kinder to you.
You didn’t choose that family but I earnestly hope you get to choose great replacements in friends/partner.
I hope you had your joy that comes in the morning.
I hope.. 💛💛
Oh God.I'm really really so sorry. This is heartbreaking. Jesus
ReplyDeleteGod will definitely heal you
ReplyDeleteHaaaaaa!!!!!
ReplyDeleteJesu!!!!😢😢😢😢😢
You are one strong woman
This is so heartwrenching
May you get the closure you deserve
This is too much a burden for a soul
Jesu. This is terrible o. May you find closures in all of these . It's well with you poster
ReplyDeleteMay God heal you
ReplyDeleteAmen 🙏🏽 😭
DeleteThis is pure wickedness on all levels.
The heart of human is really wicked. You are a strong lady I must say!!! I hope you really heal.
Delete😭😭😭😭😭😭
ReplyDeleteAhhh....may the Lord heal you🙆😟
ReplyDeleteEducation is a privilege, not compulsory every where in the world. No need giving so much in its pursuit.
ReplyDeleteAh! Now my own anus is paining me from this story.
@Saphire,please, that your first paragraph, kindly break it down in simpler terms for me and fellow olodos here. Thank you.
DeleteHonestly, I unconsciously adjusted my ass on my seat as I read that part. 😢😢
Delete@Morgan, I am saying it's not by force to go to school/high institution. You can find success even with primary education and a Phd does not guarantee sucess either. Education is acquired only if time and condition permits. It is not a basice human need. Survival comes first b4 education.
DeleteSo Saphire, what happens to will power and the audacity to dream and chase it even when the odds do not favour you, like our poster?
DeleteThis is terrible. So sorry you had to go through all these,I'm glad you're in a better place now
ReplyDeleteI hope that evil terrible specie of a man met his Waterloo. So few people willing to help without strings attached. If you find such good people whether as a friend, spouse, relative, boss, employee etc, don't joke with them. Yes carry such people on ya head like gala, because they are rare to find.
DeletePeople are terrible,my dear I am so sorry you had to go through all these.😭😭😭😭
ReplyDelete😪😥😢
ReplyDelete💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 This is too much...Oh God please hold your daughter...I am struggling not to cry..
ReplyDeletePlease tell me this is not real, please. This is heartbreaking
ReplyDeleteThis is so sad! May God heal your heart and send you someone that will love you as his own skin,it is well! This world is so cruel
ReplyDeletePoster so sorry may God heal u.pls let's all watch out for our younger ones and children.am sure if d posters siblings had bin kipping watch,d predator for no fit.pls don't blame ur sis so much,am sure she wanted Nothing to do with d family after finding her own escape.ur a strong person.it is well
ReplyDeleteDamn! This is too bad,it is well with you poster
ReplyDeleteI so desperately want you to be in a happy and joyful place right now. You really went through alot in pursuit of happiness. Your experiences sure would have broken quite a number of persons if they went through half of what you went through! You are a strong woman. I pray you are happy right now where ever you are.
ReplyDeleteThis is terrible 😔
ReplyDelete... Even the scars Lord, I believe You can remove, as though they were never there. Because what you cannot do does not exist. Pls Lord I ask that You make her whole, body, soul and spirit. The Awesome healer do what no one can do for HERIN Jesus name Amen.
ReplyDeleteAnd Lord pls in Your mercy deliver any boy and girl going through this at this time. Bring them out of this horrible horror by Your grace and mercy. In Jesus name Amen.
Poster, sending you hugs.. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Amen and amen. 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗. E-hugs to you poster. Father Lord.
DeleteAmen. 🤗 🤗 🤗 to you poster
DeleteThis is so sad 😭
ReplyDeleteI'm so pained, you didn't just have wicked siblings I bet they were thieves too. Such wicked souls! May God heal you dear. What? I'm so angry you went through this. May your molester not know peace. #SAO#
ReplyDeleteChei, tears came out from my eyes. God will give you peace on all sides.
ReplyDeleteThis is gruesome. Reading this column is mental torture how much more of you that experienced it all. Please I hope justice was served to the barbaric animal, if not please pursue it unfailingly. That man is a Beast.
ReplyDeleteI’m so sorry for all you’ve been through. May God heal you in Jesus name. Amen. Please no one should resort to this, you can ask for help from neighbours, strangers. You never can tell who God will use to help you. Please stay strong. Always report any ill done to you. Don’t keep silent people. Speak out and get help. Above all, be prayerful.
ReplyDeleteMy heart broke a thousand times reading this. I pray you find the healing and closure you seek. Most importantly, I hope you have cut these people off from your life. They don't deserve you.
ReplyDeleteI can't wrap my head around this level of wickedness.
As for that devil that took advantage of you, May he never know peace, he will go through worse than he put you through. My heart is broken.
ReplyDeleteso sorry dear... I think I am so stubborn to chose not to go to school that allow that demon to have had access to me again. Your total healing is now dearie
ReplyDeleteHaaa!
ReplyDeleteGod why?😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
This is so sad to read. Oh Lord my God, spare my life and give me the grace to be a good mother to my kids. Pls remove any child going through this presently and put him or her in a good place.
Poster, I can't wait to read that you are in good place now.
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ReplyDeleteAfter reading each diary, I will tell myself I will not open the post again but here l again.
ReplyDeleteThis is painful and scary at the same time. Crying out loud here. My mind is telling me so many girls are going through this kind of ordeal till date . Oh JESUS!! Some like the poster do not have anyone to confide in.
Mothers please always be on alert especially on your girl child
Women shouldn't be on alert over their daughters only but over every female living under their roof....maids, nannies,wards etc because there are predators everywhere abusing females who are less privileged. Let's pay attention to them and also create an environment where they can walk up to us and share their ordeals.
DeleteThe days are really evil that I can't help but wonder,at imes, what actually went wrong.
Even the male child has to be protected. They also go through a lot these days but keep quiet about it, only to start manifesting in later life. Let us learn to be kind and good to as many people as we can, especially the young and upcoming ones, the elderly and anyone we are sure genuinely is in need (too many scammers these days). That is what I choose to take from this story, because each one so far keeps showing how wicked and selfish people are to others.
DeleteA bank will always be the safest place to keep your money.
ReplyDeleteHow would she have been able to go open an account if she was not up to a certain age and all the adults around her failed her. So, you can even say that one of them would've helped to open children's account for her.
DeleteMay God heal you, reading your column brings tear to my eyes. E-hugs
ReplyDeleteMay God heal you, reading your column brings tear to my eyes. E-hugs
ReplyDeleteWicked world.
ReplyDeleteWeeping already😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
ReplyDeleteKai..... What a world .I have 2 go check my bp now cos I'm already having splitting headache.
Oh my God!!! So sorry dear,this is just tooo much... Damn
ReplyDeleteStella pls it is very very excruciatingly painful reading this. Kai this broke my heart. What a family!
ReplyDeleteYou had an unfortunate childhood experience. So sad for you..
ReplyDeleteYou didn't have a guardian nor a mentor to put you through the muddy waters of life.. You were looking for freedom in a prisoner court..
I hope and pray that you have already been healed from these traumas you went through. Hoping you are in a better place now 🤗.
ReplyDeletewhat a wicked soul...gosh
ReplyDeletethis is horrribleee
I'm at a loss for words😪😪.
ReplyDelete😔
ReplyDeleteToo much pain for one person.
ReplyDeleteI hope you found joy and peace at the end of all these biko
Sorry over what you went through, those your siblings are not good people at all
ReplyDeleteE-hugs to you poster, may God heal you.
ReplyDeleteSo so so so sad 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I trust God has healed u completely for u to have the courage to write about this......
ReplyDeleteOoooh Chukwu!!!!
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