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Good day Stella and blog visitors.

I am presently 6weeks pregnant.

I have lost two pregnancies this year. I was slated for a surgery at the hospital, they collected my blood to do the normal tests they always do before surgery. I even gave the nurse my pad and pant inside the surgery room, told her my menses might come during the surgery as I was already two days late.


After the surgery and all, I heard a congratulations you are pregnant. Lol
Didn't know whether to cry or to laugh.


Due to my two miscarriages I take injection for the pregnancy twice a week. I also go for dressing for the surgery (had lumps removed from my two breasts)
So imagine the mental stress of having pregnancy hormones, nausea, sore breast and nipples and all and also having plaster all over your breast and walking like robot.


The drugs that was given to me at the hospital to make the surgery heal fast and to relive me of the pain, I am always scared of using them, because of my pregnancy, I Am so scared of losing the baby.


Plus when I use them, about six of them in total I always have serious cramps, like fight is going on in my stomach. It is always so scary. So most times I don't use the drugs and I end up with unbearable pain in my breast. I will say, it's better to endure this horrible pain than to lose my child .


Recently, my nurses wrote drugs for me to buy to make the surgery dry up faster because it was removing purse (because I wasn't using my drugs) I asked if they were safe for a pregnant woman to use, especially first trimester and they said yes.

The first time I used them, I thought I was going to have a miscarriage, I had serious cramp all throughout the night. Rolling and rolling on the bed. I was just praying and begging God to help me.

Called the doctor the next morning and she said I should stop using all the drugs except ****** and folic acid. Because of my miscarriage history.


It is well. I also have to worry about the lumps removed, the test results (to see if it's cancerous or not) will be out in a weeks time.


And on top of that doctor said I should try not to think or worry about anything because of my pregnancy, even house chores is limited, my husband does everything now all to help me get through the first trimester successfully. Bathe me and cooks before going to work, comes back, enter kitchen to make dinner.


It's just too much, I had to stop working too. And this is our first child by the way.


Back to the s#x life gist, my husband has refused to have s#x with me since after the surgery lol. Man is so scared and me I want to be touched or played with. He said 'how do I touch you with the plaster in your breast, and with the baby growing in your womb that we have to be careful not to lose. 

Guy man no gree oooo.. even though I try to seduce him sometimes lol. He bathes me cos of the plaster and all, I sometimes joking drag him and guy man will just jejely remove himself from the situation....

It is well with me.

Don't know if this is worth a chronicle, but pouring this out just made me feel better. Will give an update about my life in a month or two from now, and by Gods grace I will be better and have lots of testimonies to share.
Thanks everyone for reading.

*I wish you all the best.. thank you for sharing and keep us updated....

I hope also that the drugs dont affect your baby. As for your hubby, maybe he is doing the right thing by refusing you.... Respect to him.