Chronicle Of Blog Visitor Narrative...

Oh Dear.........

STAND ALONE NARRATIVE

TIRED OF LIVING WITH EPILEPSY

Hi Stella, I am sorry I choose to write via here. I am one of your bv, I live on your blog. 

I have never Witten any chronicle or write a comment, I have been waiting for years for someone to write or at least talk about my predicament. 

I am a pretty lady, 27 years old. I may not be alive when you will post this chronicle, I have had enough, I have tried so many solutions, white and black, local and international. Now I am done, I can't even step out from my house. I have had couple of seizure in public places with loved ones and friends. I have had seizure during dates, my last date, after talking on fone, chatting.. We decided to meet, I remember we ordered for food, drinks and we were about to toss.. Gbam.. 

I opened my eyes with sore mouth, I am used to having that, people will shrove spoon inside my mouth.. Chai, I have suffered. I looked around and saw him in tears, they had beaten him up, accusing him of being a yahoo boy, they said he wanted to use me... Chai I Don suffer. He was saved after I told them what I am suffering from. That ended the relationship. 

I have been sexually molested, all in the name to try to stabilize me, I become stable sometimes with sperm dripping from my vagina, sore breast. I was dis virgined when I had seizure. 

My parents died from trying to find solutions, we are OK, I am an only child, my family members are good, they gave me 2 helpers, I was home schooled because I was being stigmatized at secondary school, I was called so many Unimaginary names, from Ogbanje, Warapa, edo, imbecile etc. 

OK now to what I have, I have epilepsy, I have epilepsy, I even got nervous writing it, I had to write it last.

 I am tired, I have scares from different incidents.. I have been rescued uncountable times, no one wants me, no friend, no one is talking about it. I have sore mouth, don't put spoon or try to help me, Leave the environment and make it safe for me, remove hazards... They won't obey, they think I am insane. 

Stella I wish I can stay, I love this world but the pain is too much, I have sniper insecticide, I will wait for this chronicle to be posted and I will have opportunity to read comments one last time. I Don try with epilepsy, no more embarrassment, no more injuries, no more pains.. I will be free soon, yippee, Chai, see this fine babe about to be eating by worms, nawa oh.

I forgot, I wear handband to let the public be aware but not everyone knows.

 I get seizures at least 3times or 2times a day. It comes uninvited, a day I felt like eating banga soup and starch, I got stable with the food allover the floor and on my face.

 I have been stabilize from using toilet there was poo every where. I am so conscious, I take my medication but mine is something else.

So my dear, the abroad couldn't help, all our money couldn't help. Thanks to my paternal and maternal family, they kept me indoors, they visit and occasionally take me out, I have had fit in present of their friends but they didn't stop supporting me. 

The little ones get scared when I sneeze or cough, they run away thinking I am having seizure. They sacked one house help who videoed me and showed me how I behave when I was having seizure, something I was never allowed to see, that video affected me, I saw my self like a... I am crying now, I saw myself, that person wasn't me, not me, sob sob sob.... Not me, why? 

I had very foamy saliva, stiff muscles, twisting and slithering, making unusual sounds, gush.. That day... But it's over, I have my sniper. 

Everyone be nice and enjoy your health and freedom. I love you Stella and all the bvs. R. I. P in advance.. 

Bye to epilepsy... I wish I had other disability like no hands, no legs, blind, deaf, bedridden, not this epilepsy

*Will drinking the Sniper free you from pain? Maybe yes but you will face  God in Judgement for ending your life.

I dont know what to say further than, PLEASE DONT DO IT... Hold on for God, you have tried everything else and it didnt work, try God!!! Please try replying in the comment section.

AND THROW THAT SNIPER AWAY!!!