BBNaija Star Erica Nlewedim Reveals How She Felt When She Was Disqualified From The Season 5 Show...

 BBNaija star Erica has recovered from being disqualified from the show when she was almost at the finals...She also sends an important memo to her fans on how she wants them to represent her...

How do you feel when you got disqualified?


First of all I was shocked after I watched the video of myself, I was disappointed and sad because I had goals and it was cut short by my actions. I felt horrible when I came out , I thought about how I was going to face my family, all those who were rooting for me, I was scared.
Then when I met my loved ones, they were so nice I was like "didn't you guys see what I did I was disqualified but they were still nice. When I finally had access to social media, I saw I had another family (elites) the love was so huge. I thought I let a lot of people down, I was just prepared to go back to my life as normal, continue acting on a small scale but when I came out and saw all the love, I even saw some people crying, people who haven't met me before. I don't know how to explain how I feel it fastened up my healing process. I'm very grateful. Thanks for the love, support and prayers.



What would you have done differently in the house?


I would have been more self reliant, I think that's the only thing I regret, I was not self reliant emotional. I relied most especially on my friends and been away from my loved ones made me feel alone and emotionally dependent on the very few friends I had in the house which affected my performance also in the house.


How do you feel now?


I'm grateful for the opportunity to go into the show, it showed me a lot of things that I didn't know about myself. The first step to becoming a great person, is finding out your flaws and working on them. I have found my flaws and I'm still a work in progress, I'm getting closer to the person I want to be.


What have you been up to these days?


Well I have been hanging out with my family and friends, people who loved me. Having counselling, meetings, you guys will soon see what I have been up to. I have plans, I'm very ambitious, I have drive that's the only thing I live for now.


What's the thing with you and Kidd?


First of all he is my friend, my best friend in the house, he's a great guy very intelligent, he was there for me in the house and he's still there for me now.
About our relationship I'm not sure about that, no one knows the future but the guys pressure is not going to help. Let us work on our selves. I want to work on myself and Career and he wants to do same for himself. Right now we are fresh out of the house, we had plans before we met in the house and we have our lives and career that's what comes first. I don't know the future. Yeah I like him, I don't know the future but what comes first is our careers.



How do you respond to those claiming that you were acting in the house?


I see people saying she's Actress,that I was acting in the house, all I said was acting. How? Is it possible to act for 7weeks straight ? If it was acting there would be some kind of inconsistency at some point. I was myself all through, even at my detriment, I think I even did too much in the house myself. If you ask my friends or family about me, I am not a fake person.


Did Laycon ever tell you about his genotype?


I have been seeing some crazy stuffs in the internet that I knew about Laycon's sickness and I used it against him. Come on guy, I'm a very emotional person and I'm very sensitive about someone's feeling. There's no time I used someone's wrong against the person. If I do something wrong I always go back and apologise.


Laycon never told me that he's SC , he knows that he never told me about it. Left to me, he was fine, it was just a bottled up emotions and I was under the influence,


Lastly, I want to address my fans (Elites)


I don't want us to be a toxic team, or fighters. I want to be lovers I know there will always be bad things said about me but I want us to learn to ignore.
We should not be known for negative or fighting. I want positive energy, classic, no fighting that's it. I love you guys and I would make you proud.