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CONSEQUENCES OF HAVING A PAEDOPILE FATHER

Good afternoon Stella and all the BVees,

I have always nursed this pain inside of me cos I saw it all and I heard it all, my late parents had the worst kind of marriage, sometimes my Dad strips my Mom in public, they fought always, we lacked everything growing up including moral support, my Mom was the breadwinner most times.... 

My father was a chronic paedophile, he has A1 at molesting children, each time a relative needs help and accommodation, he offers to help them but will turn around and start sleeping with them, not minding their age, some from 7yrs upward, it was a terrifying experience, my Mom would cry, fight and yet he won't stop, at different occasions we've caught him and he'll show no remorse, my mom's elder brother's daughter, he started at age 5 because the girls mother died while having her and my Mom brought the girl home to live with us, my father destroyed her life so bad that she ran away from our house, got pregnant for some riffraff and was pushed into marriage with a native doctor who has issues impregnating women, as a 4th wife..

I can count more than 10 girls I know that I have caught my father sleeping with, including my mom's 1st daughter, my step-sister, The reason I am writing to you is that each time I get a call from my relatives whom he had done these to, I get scared and very troubled, yesterday I got a call from one of them and she complained bitterly, and said things like "Nne my life would've been better ooo, I for go school and marry someone better but your late father, my uncle destroyed my life like this, I just pray that one day I can forgive him", I cried my eyes out...

I quickly called my siblings, everybody was just wailing and crying, I don't know how many more of them that are laying curses on us, I feel burdened, my brother's have promised to help them in every little way they can, I called my Dad's Sister and told her everything and all she could say was that, we should leave the past and stop digging it, that her brother was acting under a spell that if it was an inborn character that one of us will have such character but because it's a spell, that is why we don't have it...

I am very angry with her and with myself...

 there was a day I walked into the room and saw my father on top of my 7yr old cousin fucking her, I couldn't scream, he didn't stop, he looked unperturbed, now am angry with myself that why didn't I cry out loud for people to come in and disgrace him, why didn't I scream, I could've saved that girls destiny, please help me, how do I forgive myself, how do I let go of this past, how do I feel better... Please help me....

Mind you my Dad died since 2008 , is it possible that he was under some spell? 

Why am I feeling like this? Please help me, I just need to talk to someone, is that why we the girls in the family are not settled in life? Even the married ones are suffering too, his 1st daughter is 41yrs old and yet unmarried, I forgot to add that he took them for series of abortion including my mom's first daughter, she almost died at one occasion, it made my Mom runaway from home and threatened to jump off from an uncompleted building, we cried till she changed her mind, and no I wasn't too young then, I was up to 14yrs of age, and no he neither drinks nor smokes... 

Thanks and may God bless you

Hmmmm,this is disgusting to read......

Ones silence to such crimes is as bad as if one had committed the crime....

I guess you need to find closure somehow by first forgiving your dad and reaching out to all those he hurt that you knew and ket quiet about....you and your other siblings should tender apologies on his behalf so that any one of them who cussed  any of you will break the curse.....

Really messy story!