Chronicle Of HOPE.....

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Good day SDK, you already know who is writing and it's my true life story, please be patient as it's a long read and don't mind my gbaguan.

 I am hoping one or two bvs will learn from my mistake and make amends especially those TTC. Three years ago, I had everything going as planned, little job I was managing, a nice relationship and lovely family. My parents decided to send my sister and I abroad to further our studies, while preparing i noticed that I was pregnant and was highly devastated, told my boyfriend now my husband about it and he advised i do whatever will make me happy, so I decided to take it out the worst and regrettable mistake of my life.

 After proper consultation between the two of us as i couldn't trade my future for ordinary pregnancy, we decided to take it out, we booked an appointment with doctor in a nearby state for an abortion. It wasn't successful and nearly took my life, i came back and decided to keep it and lost it after a month with the help of my colleague who took care of me during that period. 

Then my problems began, from visa denial, loss of job, sickness, one frustration to another and i couldn't lay claim to where all these were coming from. A year later, we got married and i got pregnant that same month, life became hell, I fell heavily sick and was told it's just morning sickness for first trimester but deep within me I knew something was wrong, It became so bad that i started moving from one hospital to another, sometimes I had these terrible smell that made me not to step outside the house. 

It continued till the pregnancy was removed in order to save my life. It didn't stop the illness as i became a shadow of myself and was gradually slipping away, everyone became so worried especially my parent and hubby, whatever specialist that was mentioned my hubby took me there yet their wasn't any improvement. One day, a friend told him my situation wasn't ordinary and that he should follow him to go see an old woman in their neighborhood who is a seer.

 As i was told, immediately they entered her house, she shouted and told my hubby why did we cut off " mentioned what we intended naming the baby"life, hubby was confused and scared, she said I will never find peace till i appease his spirit as it's restless and has sworn to deal with me till I leave this world, didn't i know that i am not meant to shed blood. She asked to bring me but I refused as i couldn't place her being an ordinary seer or a herbalist although all she said was true. The torment continued till my hubby went back there, she asked I go meet a genuine man of God for confession and prayer intercession since i didn't want to see her for cleansing.

 I wasted no time in doing that, went to a Catholic Rev and did an open confession, he requested i go to the alter and pour my heart to God, beg him for forgiveness including the baby's spirit. He gave me some prayer points, admonished and asked that i leave as God has taken control. My husband and i did the prayer, cried and poured out our heart, right from that day, we started seeing a difference and before I knew it, the strange sickness disappeared. I continued my routine check up and August last year same month I took , God blessed with another baby.

 I was scared thinking i will loose this one due to my past mistake but mercy said no, the journey was beautiful and a month ago, my angel came into this world. I named him the same name i choose earlier and each time I look at his cute face, i forget about my past mistake and sorrows. 

To all TTC, please check your past because you may have made same mistake i did and to every other lady living reckless, be careful as not everyone is meant to shed blood to avoid what happened to me.. I pray every expectant mother have a reason to testify.