''Confusion and depression took a huge toll on me After BBA(The Chase ) 2013, even though i made history in the game ( I was never nominated for eviction through the entire show ) .
Struggled to be myself , when the society pressured me to be someone else. I have always been accused of affairs and things I knew nothing about ,and it broke my heart deeply.
Speaking to God but never really felt I got a response maybe because I did not Understand calling.. I had two near death experiences …
No matter how much I felt I didn’t have anything to live for in 2015 , deep inside my soul I knew I wanted more. I chose to reshape my reality and how I perceived my life .
I cried and begged God for wisdom and direction.. and then it hit me, I realized direction is better than speed . It’s hard to sacrifice speed when you are used to being on a fast track in life, this was hard for me to understand.
I know I’m a work in progress and I have so much in me to make the world a happier place.
Being a Model and an Actor has always been my source of expressing myself.
I am in love with being a creative and a story teller, but somewhere along the line , I was starting to get stereotyped and being projected as a bad girl. It bothered me when I was put in a box when I have so many more stories to tell the world .
It’s all about headlines, appearances ,covers and what people think, but they’re not seeing my soul.
I just do the work i love to do. And at the end of the day, if people love it, they love it, if they don’t, I am okay with that and will take corrections . I am a creative of arts forever .
I will continue to strive to be worth knowing not well known I am BEVERLY OSU and this is my Confession
Struggled to be myself , when the society pressured me to be someone else. I have always been accused of affairs and things I knew nothing about ,and it broke my heart deeply.
Speaking to God but never really felt I got a response maybe because I did not Understand calling.. I had two near death experiences …
No matter how much I felt I didn’t have anything to live for in 2015 , deep inside my soul I knew I wanted more. I chose to reshape my reality and how I perceived my life .
I cried and begged God for wisdom and direction.. and then it hit me, I realized direction is better than speed . It’s hard to sacrifice speed when you are used to being on a fast track in life, this was hard for me to understand.
I know I’m a work in progress and I have so much in me to make the world a happier place.
Being a Model and an Actor has always been my source of expressing myself.
I am in love with being a creative and a story teller, but somewhere along the line , I was starting to get stereotyped and being projected as a bad girl. It bothered me when I was put in a box when I have so many more stories to tell the world .
It’s all about headlines, appearances ,covers and what people think, but they’re not seeing my soul.
I just do the work i love to do. And at the end of the day, if people love it, they love it, if they don’t, I am okay with that and will take corrections . I am a creative of arts forever .
I will continue to strive to be worth knowing not well known I am BEVERLY OSU and this is my Confession
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Beverly, I love you.
ReplyDeleteI am in love with Beverly.
DeleteCraze dey your head.
ReplyDeleteAll the best to her.
ReplyDeleteAnd I forgot to buy crayfish yesterday.
ReplyDeleteWerey girl
ReplyDeleteAwwww....All the best Beverly
ReplyDeleteI knew when she was posting her unpopular book of nudes.
ReplyDeleteThe way people are claiming depression, may it continue o Amen.
ReplyDeleteIt is a pity that since oyibo actors and actresses claimed it, it is now the new slogan in our youth. Make una continue
It’s like the latest trend in Nigeria. All the celebs are claiming it, trying to be westernized. Same way they’re all going under the knife. Nigerians always like imitating the wrong things.
DeleteU dey mind dem?
DeleteEesah's food has landed.
ReplyDeleteDepression is the new cool in Nigeria. ‘mechanic ekwero si anyi mara onye bu onye ara’. They will not go and seek help like the you I people they are emulating but they prefer to come online and be claiming depression.
ReplyDeleteYou were never nominated but the minute your name came up na one hand ‘comoting’. Lol.
ReplyDeleteWhatever happened to Beverly and Bimp that year?
ReplyDeleteAnd you decided to take a revenge on the sisters, you didn't tell the world that the reason for this your so called creative art is because you were expelled from secondary school owned by Catholic sisters. (DDL Enugu) Tell the world what you committed that led to the expulsion. Now you portray the life you lived then and it's an art for you. Make peace with God. Gangsta girl. You are hurting yourself
ReplyDeleteSo this is where that anon of yesterday got the ish about she being a nun. Story of life. I attended Holy Child secondary school for 6 years and it doesn’t make me an aspirant not to talk of rev sis to now claim nun. It’s just a secondary school run by rev sisters with the belief that every girl that passes through the school will join them. If you continue on that path after a certain number of years, one becomes ordained.
DeleteBeverly, you were never a nun and on this path you thread, you will not become one. They do not need people like you there. Stop making claims that are blasphemous........ drops 🎤
What blasphemy? You guys are too easily triggered
DeleteU make ur bed, u lie on it.
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