STAND ALONE NARRATIVE
A CURSED LIFE
I am one of your blog readers, please I would like my story to be posted so that I can get advice from the blog visitors concerning what is wrong with me.Thank you.
I am a lady of 25yrs, i am very brilliant academically so my Education was very fast but when I gained admission into the university I started discovering some things about myself which up till now I haven't gotten answers to, even though I noticed some when I was in the boarding house during my secondary school days but maybe because I was quite young I didn't pay attention to them until I got to the university, I don't understand myself anymore.
Last year I tried committing suicide but it wasn't successful I had even sent text messages to my family members that I wanted to end it all, I have a lot of issues but I'll State the pressing ones, the first thing is that I discovered people tend to hate me for no reason, I mean including people I'm just meeting for the first time in my life who doesn't even know anything about me they hate me for no reason and I could see the hatred in their eyes it happened a lot when I was in secondary school but I was too young to notice when I got to higher institution it became worse to the extent that lecturers sends me out of the lecture room and offices without any reason, if we were given group assignments immediately I get to where the group had assembled everybody will disperse and they will refuse to do the assignment except I leave their midst if I do mine separately to go and submit lecturer will not take it.
I need not to tell that I had no Friend, no friend at all,all these affected my academics that I had to drop out, this has also affected my love life I have dated few guys they all ended up leaving me without any quarrel or fight no argument at all and without stating the reason why they leave in fact some leave without traces and those who loved me enough to take me home their families pursue I don't even get to spend up to 20mins there, anytime I go for something either interview, bank, or anything at all and I'm on the queue after answering everybody once it's my turn they won't answer me or say they are not answering anybody again ,after all these I decided to relocate to another city to start afresh.
I tried getting back into the university but it's the same currently this is the third house I'm renting this year, if I rent an apartment before one month the landlord will refund my money and ask me to move without any reason, the house I am currently the landlord has already asked me to move and he's currently trying to refund me, he even said if he doesn't have my money he'll borrow without any reason, I live a frustrated life, I haven't slept well in years,I have serious nightmares every night I mean every single night,so I don't sleep well at night and during the day too I keep thinking.
I have prayed severally , fasted till I become lean, gone for several deliverance yet no changes, the latest nightmare I've been experiencing now is finding myself in the midst of snakes, the first time I had the dream was three years ago I was in from of plenty snakes and one of them vomited a big white egg in my hand then I woke up, since then I have been dreaming finding myself in their midst, they don't bite or attack me, neither do they scare me I only dream and find myself in their midst that's all,I don't know what to do, I have been locked up several times for offences I know nothing about , claiming I was seen at the site of the crime meanwhile I may not have stepped out of my house that day at all.
All what I have been through it's too much for my age and all cannot be put into writing, I also use to dream about my maternal grandmother crying bitterly at my doorstep and she died when I was just six years old,I was her favourite grandchild, I am the first born my siblings are too young to comprehend what's happening to me, I am also from a broken home my mother is busy taking care of the house aside I can't stay in the house up to two days with her it will be hell,I just have to leave the house.
All what I have been through it's too much for my age and all cannot be put into writing, I also use to dream about my maternal grandmother crying bitterly at my doorstep and she died when I was just six years old,I was her favourite grandchild, I am the first born my siblings are too young to comprehend what's happening to me, I am also from a broken home my mother is busy taking care of the house aside I can't stay in the house up to two days with her it will be hell,I just have to leave the house.
if I fall sick she doesn't take care of me and she usually say from when I was young that thank God I am not the only one she gave birth to,right now I am just stagnant, no job, no education,no love life, no sleep , no rest of mind,no one to talk to, please does anyone have an idea what's happening to me or I should just try again to end it all.
Only Jesus can rectify this situation. Have your way in this poster's life Lord. It is well with you.
ReplyDeleteWTF!!!
DeleteAmen... U are mess up
May God deliver you completely & totally
DeleteGood afternoon good people of our country. Permit me to use this medium to share my piece with you. I'm a final year student struggling to pay my school fees,I've been unable to save up the money to settle my school fees debt, my message is directed to the compassionate readers. Please do not let me have an extra year. Please, help a helpless person. Help me, please.
DeleteIgnorance makes people to keep suffering unnecessarily. That apostle Suleman thst some BVs are yabbing, if you go to his church, he will deliver you. Your problem is clearly spiritual. If you don't act fast, you will keep suffering. Someone must have jazzed you or its from your parents foundation. Address it so u can return to school. Don't sit down and allow the devil to ruin your destiny
DeleteDear, just go to Synagogue Church of All Nations and get a proper deliverance done. The fact that you saw your grandmother at your doorstep crying means that you were supposed to take over her position in the marine world but you do not want to toe that line. God has a plan for you which the devil doesn't like. Go dissociate yourself from the marine world and let it be done by a good deliverance ministry!
DeleteI need to comment here so you can see.
DeleteThis is what I feel.... your maternal grand mother entered into a covenant with some group for you. Maybe you replaced her in her cult of witches that are snakes in the spiritual realm. You see your self among snakes because my dear.... you are a snake in the spiritual realm. The white egg they gave you, that was your welcome party. No one likes snakes and that's why the familiar spirit of snakes are following you, to a point that No one likes you. You need to ask REAL questions. Perhaps you haven't known the name of the deity that appears like a snake in your mother's hometown. You need a man of God that will go with you and find out what and how the initiation was done. The bible says we perish because of lack of knowledge. You aren't dealing with the root cause yet. Go back to your grand mother's village and ASK of the cult of snakes.
I'm saying so cos in my mother's village there is a cult called 'water society'. It is passed on from parents to favourite children/grandchildren. You have a totem and at night you see yourself in water in the body of your totem.it can be fish, tortoise, crab, hippopotamus... some water animal. You won't know until strange things begin to happen to you and you go and ask the chief priest and he would tell you you at being called. They go for the most beautiful, the most intelligent or the stars in the family. If you don't succumb, they kill or derail you. If you succumb, when its time for meeting you take a sleeping position and enter youe totem. If your position is changed, you wont come back to life. My grand ma's younger bro was one of them passed on from my great great grand parent. When my mum's very intelligent brother collapsed while playing football and died, they sensed it was not normal. My mum became born again and preached to her siblings and her parents. They all gave their lives to Christ. One day, my mum had a bad dream (id save the details) she woke up that day and prayed serious warfare prayers and returned it back to sender. Used land phone to call her siblings to enter warfare for one week. Guess What? The man died less that 2 weeks afterwards and during his burial, the water society came for their properties in his house.
There is also the forest society (note that I am calling them in English cos you won't understand my language). They say they are against the water society their totems are wild animals and often times, my mum said when hunters try to kill 'Big meat' soemone will die in their sleep. That if the animal is shot in the leg (for instance), you might see someone bleeding the next day with wound that he can't explain to anyone. He/she would have to go to the chief priest for some cleansing thing bla bla. This convenant is handed down from generations too. Yes, we live in cities today and we say these things aren't true but if certain things weren't taken care of when you were born those things could start speaking in your life. My grand parents took care of a lot before my grandpa died and even now my grand mother doesn't joke with her vigil. Cos she was so scared of that her brother till he passed on that she didn't want him near any of her children.
DeleteYour grand mother might have initiated you when you were a baby and no one knew. Please and please ask questions and add that to your prayers.
Mrs Sharon Samuel... Please be natural even if it is Hausa only you know... Please just type in Hausa and rest... your comments are "mess up"
DeleteChikito, infact I raised my hand for you. You gave a well detailed explanation to her predicament.
DeleteThe poster was initiated by her grand mother into the marine kingdom to take over her post but she's not aligned to that. Why people hate you so much is because they always see snake of real human you which makes them to always want to be far from you.
Inquiry about your grand mother and her personality when she was alive.
Your prayer should be on breaking demonic and strong covenant with python and marine. Spirit.
You need a powerful man of God with the help of the Holy Spirit to conquer this evil people. Please do not commit suicide. God will sort you out. And forgive every one that have offended because it wasn't deliberate so that your prayer won't be hindered. Peace to you.
Reading Chikito's write up , she has covered a wide range on this matter. Simply put, there are in-depth details about your family you would have to know to get a lasting solution to the happenstances in your life. The devil is wise which is why he would keep the secrets from you so that you cant get a lasting solution to ur problem. Please do not let ignorance about your situation make your problem linger any further.... once you know the root cause of problem, then the solution wont be far-fetched! May God help you on this Journey to a lasting solution
DeleteOMG!!! You have gone through so much for your young age.
Delete@Chikito, I know your kind cos I had a friend like you. You must be a very nice person. Your explanation up there is second to none. It was from a place of love.
DeletePoster, consider what she said. God help you.
Poster listen to Chikito, i would have given another example but no strength to type. Anyone that says the spiritual realm isn't real must be sleeping on top a moving bicycle. I pray you get help.
DeleteQueen Amy
🙊🙊🙊lord fix it
ReplyDeleteThe lady that talked about fibroid not going and using toke makinwas story of praying and God not answering. Does toke behave and look like someone that will sacrifice all and follow God. Sometimes our deliverance means we should forget everything totally and follow Christ. Some of you still do certain things you no in your heart is not good and expect a miracle. It won't happen. Surrender all. Everything and then you can tender your case to God.
DeleteAnon Oshe ..as per Angel of God giving out miracle that you is?chai!! Thank God for God! Thank God that He is not Man!! So you think it is because of our deeds that God saves us.. that negates the whole essence of salvation then? It is not by works that he may boast!!
DeleteGod does not delight in such bragging, such boating, such judgement passed on another of His creature. That is not true Christianity!! The Lord has mercy in whom He will have mercy! It is only by His mercy and nothing more!
Going around downgrading another human and saying God saver you because you prayed so much and did this is just what Jesus preached against in the parable of the Pharisee and the Tax Collector! Go and read it again!
Wow... Find God, not fasting o... Seek first the kingdom of God...
ReplyDeleteDear poster, I want to use this opportunity to invite you for a fellowship, it’s not under any church, but women who come together to pray, I want you to feel what’s it’s like to be accepted as no one is judged there, we all come together to pray and they can be found in different states in Nigeria. This should be a starting point, you can go for deliverance after a while but I want you to have that sense of belonging, you can join any department so you can be helped in different ways.
DeleteI also want you to know there’s nothing too big for God to fix, go to him in truth and in spirit, open up your heart and always be found in the midst of fellowship, not just go for deliverance and then go back home. If you fellowship with the brethren you will learn more, hereby enlightening you on the Lord of God.
The name of the fellowship is when women pray international, you can check them out online for any center closest to you.
God bless
Jesus!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm speechless.
Poster,
ReplyDeleteI think your grand mother initiated you somewhere when you were a baby!...
And she is the only one that can undo what she did to you or a very strong herbalist!...
Your case carry weight oh!,..
The herbalist would invoke your grand mom's spirit and she will tell him/her the solution to your problem!,..
If not,oyo is your case!...
This is a generational curse and no man of God can release you from this bondage!...
I laugh at your comment, it is not man of God that is meant to release her as you said. It is the Spirit of the Most High God that would do that for her. She doesnt even need a man of God, she on her own has the power to release herself in the Name of our Lord Jesus Christ! My people perish for lack of knowledge. Q&b you have so much faith in your Native doctors but common sense didnt tell you that God is more powerful than they? If you believe the native doctors have the solution how come you dont believe there's greater solution in God?
DeleteErm the old woman coming to her in her dream
DeleteCould be a sign that she knew what she is going through and she’s crying because she’s helpless .
When I’m going through hard times and stormy situations I see my Nana or my mom crying, tearing walls down just to reach out to me
Seeing your dead loved one cry at your door step doe not mean they initiate you into something .its just a way of our dreams/spiritual being letting us know that we aren’t exactly alone .
Gbam! @grandmother initiation. It used to happen in my place alot. Thank God for Jesus cos the stories I hear ehn I wonder if it's the same village I go to now.
DeleteChikito I just Love you on this blog. Wisdom pack for your head.....@Poster did you read? 'Nobody likes snakes, familiar spirit of snake following you hence causing hatred' it kind of makes sense. Go and ask your mother some questions poster so that you'll know exactly what to pray. I have also found out that wrong prayer point is a major issue for your prayer to be answered.
DeleteLady chikito,blessed r u amongst women,full of wisdom,intelligence& poise,pls ensure that u pray very well b4 u marry,u r woman of Destiny,and d devil sure knows how to bring evil men to women of Destiny in order to derail dem. A much older man will b most likely appropriate for u,cos a baby hubby will get jealous n intimidated by you. U dnt need to do copy copy,or follow wat yr slaymama friends r doing,you r very unique n u shd find time to sit n discover yr purpose in life( spiritually) you will do well in counselling department in the church. God bless . much love
DeleteOnly Mary the Mother of Jesus was refereed to as 'blessed amongst women" never use that title on anyone else please.
DeleteHmmm... I laugh in Swahili.
Deleteomg omg omg!!!, its this real or fiction? Christ of Nazareth!God please hear the cry of your creature, she needs you please dear lord. my dear God will surely bring you solution like he did Jabez. i join hands with heaven in agreement that you shall be free from this torment through Christ Jesus AMEN
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ReplyDeleteDO NOT CALL THIS NUMBER!!!! I don’t know why Stella will even enable this sort of comment. What if it’s a kidnapper????
DeleteThis is sad.
ReplyDeleteSpeechless!!
ReplyDeleteOh Jesus! Please gave mercy lord. 😅😅😅😅😃😅😃
ReplyDeletewhats funny?
DeleteIt’s deep mean! So my case is not the worst? My own was dreaming of swimming in water or playing with people in water but i5 has stopped because I moved closer to God and started ready my bible. Then I noticed one common thing with the women in the dream. They always had full on makeup si prayed about it and it was impressed upon my spirit to do away with lipstick...makeup generally. The day I used a nude color lipstick I had the dream again so I stopped the lipstick totally. I haven’t dreamt of such again since then. Still praying to God to restore all I have lost because of the evil association. Dear poster, God can do your own too. I think you must have been initiated from the womb or dedicated at birth to a snake god. My dear it is only God that can do this one. Nkanbe aiye akamora!!!!!
ReplyDeleteAiye Toto
DeleteAiye ika
Aiye ogun
Aiye ikoro
Go to the Courts of Heaven and go plead your case there.
ReplyDeleteWow..
ReplyDeleteThe best place to take it all too..is on your knees to God in prayers. Light and darkness has nothing in common. God is light once he comes in there's always this peace and you will start having lesser evil dreams. Prayer works.
U dont need anyone to deluver u..give ur life totally to christ..engage in kingdom activities..join service units..always break bread and take the communion.light and darkness cannot dwell in d same place so whatever is troubling u will surely gv way..
ReplyDeletePoor young soul. But my darling if you were so despised to the point of being an all round outcast, you won’t have a cent to rent a roof over your head. I take it that you’ve got a job which pays enough to rent a place and for a 25 year old that’s a good thing!
ReplyDeleteSee ehn, not everyone will like you. Take a good look at yourself in the mirror and monitor your facial expressions. Maybe you have the look of a snob, a mocking, dejected or an angry look. I’ve had to work on my facial expressions because people write me off as haughty for nothing. These days I smile like a fool and make a conscious effort to be extra friendly to people.
We had a man in our class that nobody wanted to talk to. The reason was because he was just a very depressing person. Even his roommates hated him. He was always so dejected for no reason that he brought a cloud to any place he was and spoilt the mood. Even people who tried to be his friends were weirded out by his extremely melancholic and clingy nature. Ask yourself if you’re sincerely that type of person. Now hygiene. Do you have any form of oral or body odor? How well do you dress? Put all these things into consideration and observe if there’s a difference.
As for the spiritual angle I lost a friend because she was asthmatic and died from the incense they were using to pray for her. I don’t want you to fall into the hands of false prophets. I’ll suggest house on the rock or this present house and go there for counseling if you’re based in Lagos. They will provide the friends and support you need and they never fail to do that. They will also teach you how to pray for yourself by yourself and motivate you to want to live more every other Sunday. Avoid church hoping especially white garment and synagogue churches because they’re all a bunch of predators and trial and error herbalists.
Also why don’t you pleadingly ask your landlord why he wants you to move. Buy him a bottle of hot drink and go on your knees to ask him why. You never can tell what the reason may be.
That being said I wish you luck and may God make your heart glad.
I was just about to type something similar .
DeleteI don’t think it’s has anything to do with spiritual attack ..
It’s more of physical/mental and how well she handle situations.
As for the snake dream ,the dream is just a way of telling you that you have abundance energy you are yet to tap into and it’s also means transformations(the snakes weren’t attacking you )but gave you Egg(new beginning or starting all over again more like re evaluations of yourself )and it’s also means you’re dealing with a difficult situation or unsettling emotions in your life. you’re constantly having the dreams because you are not doing what your subconsciousness is telling you to do .
Girl,I’d advice you re-evaluate yourself and start all over again .
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DeleteMy dear.... trust me i am a modern day christian but I have seen things. It's not always this simple. I thought it was until I got the snakes part in the dream and her grandma. This babe has a covenant to break.
Delete🙄 @Chikito , the poster does not have any convent to break she has issues no doubt about, tha and it’s more of a mental as well as physical state.
DeleteWhile it’s okay for her to pray or do whatever she can to get herself together spiritually.This lady needs to work on herself ...
Trust me ..I’m 10000 percent certain of what I wrote but hey what do I know ...
Don't be so sure poster,THINGS ARE HAPPENING,it's far from pshycology!!!
DeleteU don't want to know what happend to my niece from the village that cane to visit in my sister's house btw 3-5am D's morning,its CRAZZZZYYY and YES I AM SHOUTING!!!
@ Anonymous 18:48 you could be right likewise every other suggestions as to the possible reasons for her predicament. The fact remains that no stone should be left "unturn" in the pursuit of a lasting solution. The problem could be physical as well as spiritual but no one knows the exact cause.
DeleteSometimes I wonder why stuff like this happen to people, sometimes I feel that God is not just.
ReplyDeleteEven though you have been praying and there's no result as you said, you don't have to relent dear. God loves you and will not forsake you. Pray until something happens (PUSH) should be your mantra from now on. Pray! Pray!! Pray!!!
ReplyDeleteMy dear I feel ur pain, pick one or two clothes and go straight to MFM prayer city in Lagos, i'm not a member but I tell u prayers are answered there with faith and patience in God u will definitely testify soon.
ReplyDeleteAbeg SDK bring TM's gist naa! She said she did fibroid, don't you know it is only here that real comments flow? We may learn one or two things from comments on that her post because I have fibroids too. She talked about seeking divine healing and never got it, and I have been wondering and thinking about it since that where is this divine healing really? Who has earnestly experienced it? Why are there no such miracles in our churches today? Why can't fibroids just dissolve by divine intervention since I have faith? I'm sure TM also had faith whilst seeking for it. Where are the anointed men of God that can lay hand on it and it disappears? Must we pass through the knife to remove fibroids if God has made available divine healing? Why! Why! Why!!!!
ReplyDeleteDivine healing comes in different forms. I was diagnosed with fibroids shortly before I got married. In less than 4 years of marriage, I have been blessed by God with two kids - a boy and a girl. I have always wanted just two kids. The fibroids have shrunk and they have not affected my fertility or my health/quality of life - that’s my testimony !!
DeleteGod heals fibroids. Keep on believing you would definitely get your miracle.faith is the substance of things hoped for. The evidence of things not seen. Though you might not have seen what ypur trusting God for but continue to trust in him. I am a testifier(permit me to use the word)
DeleteYou don't have to undergo an open surgery to remove fibroid there are options like laparoscopic and hysteroscopic procedures.
DeleteCheck online for Save a Life Foundation in Rivers State.
hmmm...i can only imagine what you have been through. DO NOT ATTEMPT suicide, it is a temporary escape route that you shouldnt even consider. There is more to this and i tell you without mincing words, JESUS is the only one capable of turning this table around. Know Him for yourself, read your bible and develope a personal relationship with The Father- He really loves and wants to make you happy. You can also visit a MFM church, they do deliverances but please SHINE YOUR EYES so you do not fall victim to anyone in the name of looking for a solution. Stay strong #itwillendinPraise darling!
ReplyDeleteOh God!!! This must be so difficult to deal with.
ReplyDeleteThis is one of the few times I will agree that this issue is spiritual
You have to seek a real man of God. Someone that specialises in deliverance. Maybe I will share ur story with one pastor I know. Hopefully u are in Lagos just incase
Wow,this is serious....
ReplyDeleteJésus christ my mouth was wide open, how can one person suffer like this na.normal dislike from one person you will feel abandon so imagine this mass hatred. Poster never stop fasting and prayer ok
ReplyDeleteThis is sad.God will visit u and change your story.am moved to tears
ReplyDeleteWhy did God allow us to come to this world and suffer what we know nothing about.
ReplyDeleteSerious, only him alone can answer.Sometimes i wonder why we beg for forgiveness and our tribulations still persist when the bible state clearly that he is a merciful God.
DeleteSO that you can seek Him, He will redeem you and you will know Him for yourselves, or else we will just be living empty lives without actually experiencing God
DeleteAtricia, get the book GOD WHY? by Chas Stevenson. Google it, you can find some free chapters.
DeleteGod does not allow us suffer. God is a good God, He's never bad, never evil. Suffering is from the devil and God is always willing and ready to deliver us from that suffering if we take the right steps.
Please I beg you get that book. It has changed my thoughts about this issue completely.
As for the Poster, abeg read Chikitos comment and take it serious.
You have familiar Spirit and you have been initiated into a demonic society. I can't start writing my own story for you, no time but my great grandmother had a covenant with marine spirit and that covenant was binding on all first borns in the lineage. I found out on time before I clocked 20 and was able to break the covenant through surrendering my life genuinely and completely to Chrsit, receiving the Baptism of the Holy Spirit with speaking in tongues, living a Holy and righteous life( in my case, I had to let go of jewelry, no hair extensions and complete consecration externally because I discovered some of those things attract these familiar spirits), and then I went for several deliverance sessions, mostly at MFM Prayer City and with some MFM pastors God brought into my life including their General Overseer.
It's spiritual.if u r in Lagos,pls mail me
ReplyDeleteThis one pass me
ReplyDeleteDear poster...pls surrender totally to God. Go to a bible believing church, speak to a pastor, the bible says with Christ all things are possible. Start from studying the word of God, confess it daily, memorize and believe the word of God, each time you are alone and helpless reach for your bible, when you continue doing this, by faith you will be victorious. I suspect something was done to you spiritually and only can solve this problem by giving your life to Christ. The bible says fear not, whenever you wake up from such dreams begin to renounce them and you must begin to hate those things you see in your dream. When you develop strong hatred for them, then you can rise against them in prayer. Keep your self holy and seek God, Do not attempt suicide, it's not the answer. God is love and He loves you, I am waiting for your testimony
ReplyDeleteJesus take the wheel..
ReplyDeleteGo to Mountain of Fire and Miracles Ministries, prayer city for week day deliverance. Let every mark of hatred upon your life be wipe out by the blood of Jesus
ReplyDeleteLord please have your way in the life of this poster, I wish I can get in touch with you. You need a serious deliverance.
ReplyDeleteBut please no matter what happens don't try to end your life please.
And for the time being, try to pray exodus 14:1-to the end
Pleas go to Liberation City night vigil tomorrow. It is happening at Agege Stadium. If the man of God can locate you ehn. Believe me your problem is solved. That man is a seer. God uses him to set ppl free from the wicked. Forget all this blog visitors that will criticize this post. They don't have your problem o. Look for solution and I am not telling you to go to a native Doctor. This is confirm deliverance. Be there early though by 4 pm if possible.
ReplyDeleteWhich kind lie be this one na, u never finish school, your folks re from. Broken home, u don't have a job yet how u take see money rent house ???
ReplyDeleteMake something no do you o,all in the name of sending chronicle .....
#if money was so important, God would have created it first.
she didn't finish school and went for bank interview, is it as cleaner?
Deleteshe's jobless and booless and can afford rent.
I put it to you that you don't have sense at all
DeleteJesus, pray,pray and pray
ReplyDeleteThis is really deep but i encourage you to hold on to God. Don't end your precious life. Jer 32:27 says it all. There is no impossibility in God and all power belongs to him. Seek help from a genuine man of God, you will be saved kkkk. much love dear
ReplyDeleteTake it to God in prayers. It's well!
ReplyDeletePoster I really feel for you. This world is full of wickedness. I've suffered almost what you're suffering just that mine is not as severe as yours. In my own case, anytime I get a suitor, an evil light will appear over my eyes and be blinking non stop especially when I am sleeping and when I wake up. After an hour or two after I wake up from sleep, the light will disappear only for the same thing to happen the following night with lots of evil dreams and this will keep happening until I lose the suitor. Then the light and all the evil dreams will stop until the next suitor comes a long. I've been battling this for 4 years now. I'm 27 and I've lost all the eligible suitors that I could have settled with.
ReplyDeleteAnd do you know how I lose them? Their parents always reject me for no just cause. I even did introduction with one of them but the mother just backed out and said she doesn't like me. The son did everything possible to marry me but the woman said over her dead body. I've lost the love of my life because of this same problem. Every night, I think of him before I sleep and sometimes I cry. A man that was my very best friend.
I've prayed and fasted like a mad woman. I've done midnight prayers Non stop for years until I got tired. I was told that my uncle cursed me with the spirit of rejection and I don't doubt it at all cos of certain things the man said about me to someone. He didn't know the person will tell my mother. Amongst the things he said is that I have the brightest star in the whole family and I don't doubt this at all cos life had been pretty much easy for me until I graduated from school and got set for marriage.
When I was so deep into prayer and fasting, I believe the midnight prayers started getting to him because every night, I'll suffer severe spiritual attacks and I'll feel very powerful fingers grabbing my throat and trying to strangulate me. One night like that,I was so close to death that my spirit left my body and was running up and down the room screaming and calling the name of Jesus. How I woke up is story for another day.
I was consumed with hate for my uncle for a long time and I even began to doubt God but then, what can I do? I finally had to make peace with him. Do I have choice? I had to go close to him, after all the Bible didn't say we should kill our enemies but rather love and pray for them. If he refuses to undo what he has done, may God judge him.
Now, I have two suitors. I don't love any of them and I keep wondering if the same thing will happen again. I'm even non chalant towards marriage as it is now and I think that's what you need to do poster.
Yes! Be indifferent to the problem. Dress well, eat what you like, when you pray, say a very simple prayer and ask God to forgive whoever it is that did this to you and to save you. Eat what you wish. And don't put your heart so much into the things of life. Don't ever go to any minister to pray for you. God can hear your own sincere prayers and He will deliver you at His own time. Be cheerful. Join the choir in your church and always sing. Live life and don't wear your worries on your face. A lot of people on earth have issues deeper than yours. God knows EVERYTHING that is happening on earth and you can only but hope that one day, He will have mercy on you and deliver you. Don't kill yourself with fasting and prayer dear. God will see you through.
Anon 16:06 don't you know you have the right to break the curse. My dear go to God in prayer and break the curse by yourself.
DeleteI'm speechless!
ReplyDeleteI know a lady with a similar case; her's was not snakes but centipedes.
ReplyDeleteHer's was not only dreams but she alone saw them when awake. Anyone she went
to for "deliverance" began to experience same; and same ill fortunes etc. If someone
employed or helped her the person began to experience weird things until she was
sacked. She had also attempted suicide twice.
She's been okay for years; how?
Foremost she did not stop fasting/praying even when it did not seem to be working.
secondly, she applied the scriptural principles in the book "Sin in the House -a
revelation of blood covenants" which she bought from amazon online bookstore.
Sounds so simple; but that was what she told me. On hindsight she realized that the person
who nursed her in infancy initiated her into a cult. She did not need to invite her or plead
for Satan does not release his captives willingly but the entrance
of the word of God gives light. . . He whom the son shall set free shall be free indeed.
Please this book Sin in the house I see three different ones authored by three different people. Which one are you referring to. I really need light to overcome certain challenges I am going through now. Thank you.
DeleteType on amazon search, the full name of the book:
Delete"Sin in the house -a revelation of blood covenant".
Purple covered is the only one that shows up; can't see the name well on my device.
You have insecurity issues, and your attitude towards people is why they ate running away from you. Bcos you act so rude and trying to be aggressive towards people because in your mind you feel that they don't like you.
ReplyDeleteI'm going through similar situation right here.
ReplyDeletePlease Bvs, somebody should tell me a God-believeing and powerful church where I can get my total deliverance in Lagos.
Oh no!
ReplyDeleteThings are really happening!
How do u feed and clothe in d midst of all these?Hope your mum still helps out?
Prayer is the only key.Do not relent.
May the Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you.AMEN
Poster......get closer to God. Your miracle is nearer more than ever....
ReplyDeleteI am not a religious person but on this I would say that you find a good church like MFM to go for deliverance.
ReplyDeleteI suggest you go and hang your case on the cross of calvary like Jacob in the bible did when the Angel of God came visiting.
Jacob wrestled,he held down the angel and said I will not leave till you bless me,so you go to MFM or any Holyspirit filled bible beliving church and you hold unto God and Say "God I will not leave you until you change my story from helplessness and hopelessness to happiness,joy,peace,love and success".
Keep praying until the heavens hear your prayers and change your story.
Keep Praying
LEP😛
i only know MFM, they pray there well. MFM does not save , it is God that saves, only they pray very well and that will help too. this is advanced witchcraft attack
ReplyDeleteKai! This is really sad! While u work on urself physically as adviced above, I suggest u have a heart to heart talk with ur mom bcz from ur story I can see that the hatred begins with her. You have to approach her with wisdom o no be fight. She might know something or have an explanation somehow. Tell her to tell u or story and the things she hates about you. She needs to tell u why she hates u. U didn't mention ur dad, is he alive? If yes look for him and have similar conversation. Ur parents should have something to tell u that would help u get a targeted solution for ur prob. U need to know what you're dealing with, u need a diagnosis before medication. Don't forget to pray for wisdom on d best way to handle this o. If you have aunties or uncles that you're close to, u may want to hear from dem too, they should tell I ur family history and all that. Once you have elicited all the information, if anything points spiritual then u have to fight it spiritually which I believe u can do it urself, prayyyyyy so well, in fact tell God to teach u how to pray the right prayer, go before the blessed sacrament in any Catholic Church whether you're a Catholic or not. I can assure u there's great power in the blessed sacrament if you believe bcz that's Christ available for u to talk to directly. Make it a daily thing to visit the blessed sacrament until u begin to see results.
ReplyDeleteEven if nothing points towards anything spiritual about ur prob. Just take out time to talk to Jesus in the blessed sacrament about the situation and ask him to take over and direct u how to live a happy life and take away this hatred u face.
Best wishes Darling. You can keep us posted on progress okay
You do not have spiritual problem. You are the orchestrator of your problem. People run from you bc you give off unpleasant attitude, you are not approachable, stop blaming other people for your problem and work on the vibe you are giving off to other people. Work on self esteem and self worth.
ReplyDeleteMay God forgive you for using unkind words on her. You talked as if you know her in and out. It's not your fault she narrated her challenge for you to read and spill trash.
DeleteMadam good character.
My closest friend in the university told me then that she being the second born and her elder sister were dedicated to snake deity in her father’s place because her mum being a newly married woman then didn’t have a say but after her, her mum started attending deeper life and refused that her other siblings will be dedicated. So in school then, she confided in me that she sees snakes, that infact they practically visits her both in dream and physically. Sometimes when she’s awake but still lying down, they come to her bed. The sad thing is that my friend died a sudden death, Igbos call it “ onwu Ike” death by accident and I always think if her death has anything to do with the snake deity.
ReplyDeleteThe Bible says:
Can the prey be taken from the mighty, or the captives of a tyrant be rescued?
BUT THUS SAYS THE LORD:
Even the captives of the mighty shall be taken, and the prey of the tyrant be rescued...
#Even if you stumble and fall down, it doesn’t mean you’ve chosen the wrong path*
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DeletePoster you have spiritual problem, you need to settle your village goddest,you need serious deliverance
ReplyDeleteSister, this is obviously not normal, but I can assure you that "With God All things are possible to those who believe" Matthew 19: 23-26. My family friend had something similar, she even ran mad at some point, but she was taken to "Throneroom Ministry, Kafanchan" He gave instructions to be carried out at the girls paternal grandmothers grave. Now this girl has been delivered and is doing very well now. Please ask for Apostle Emmanuel Nuhu Kure. He deals with foundational issues. He's truly called by God, not a man of God who asks for money or anything, please find out about him. Kafanchan is in Southern Kaduna. It's a ministry, not a church. They also have meeting every last friday of the month. Please poster, you need to be set free. Suicide is not a way out. Remember Jesus Loves you and will use you for great feats.
ReplyDeleteMy dear poster, I feel the weight of your problem. The Bible says that as a child of God, you are fearfully and wonderfully made Psalm 139:13. And 1 Peter2:9 calls you a chosen people, a royal priesthood, called and destined to do great works for the glory of God. My dear ssiter you need to start confessing what God says you are over your life.
ReplyDeleteThe best way the devil has a hold over your life is on your mind: he has completely changed your mind to dwell on darkness so much so that you cannot see the wonders and glories that God has in store for you. If you are able read the book "Battlefield of the mind" by Joyce Meyer;
You can be delivered all you want but if your mind is not transformed, nothing will change. It is not for nothing that the Bible advises us to constantly renew our minds on the Word of God.
I declare any and every covenant, any stronghold of the devil over your life has been released. I proclaim freedom, peace , joy, self-control; all the fruits of the Holy Spirit manifest in your life.
The Bible says that there is no condemnantion in Christ Jesus; he who the Son has set free is free indeed. You are free my sister to live the life God uniquely designed for you.
Please join a Bible believing church, I repeat a Bible believing church; seek the face of God and when you come to Christ you will be delivered.
It is well poster. I am lifting you up in prayer.
Lastly please watch the videos of Derek Prince on youtube. He was well known minister of God who has preached extensively on deliverance. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waA6LEI5o0M
My darling,pls don't end it all,am sure you will laugh last and it will be a thing of the past.what you need is a Strong deliverance from a strong deliverance minister.I will recommend you go to "babalola prayer mountain" EFON alaye,Ekiti.there use to have deliverance every quarterly.the next one is june 13th,14th and 15th.try and be there.your predicament will be a thing of the past.Am talking from experience
ReplyDeleteI don't think sucide is the way forward...there is nothing impossible for God to do...What city are you in, I think you need Godly friends
ReplyDeleteHmmmmm!
ReplyDeleteWhat can one do when your mother is the one behind you and your sisters struggles? right from when we were little (me and my 3older sisters), my mum has never blessed us rather she curses us to our faces o and boasts that we Can't do anything to her she says she ll hear about us and laugh at us, that we will sweat with nothing to show for it, there was a time she said after all she lost 4sons and she didn't die with them so we can decide to remain the way we are. My eldest sis is 37years already. We have fasted, prayed, gone for deliverance etc yet nothing, the only thing we didn't struggle for was education but even with the certificate sef, no job.
No toasters, we always borrow to pay rent and then borrow again to pay the first person that borrowed us,nothing is working. I learned how to sew but no customers even with all the advertisement I keep doing my other sis learned how to make hair but no customers too.
Any church we go to, they keep telling us that our mother is a nice woman but na we know wetin we dey face with her. She has our clothes from when we were babies.
I even relocated to be away from her but she won't stop coming to my dreams
You and your sisters should go and buy her best kind of clothes ,go to a place she wont see you all.Embark on 7 days fasting and prayer with mid night prayers which must be from 12am-3am.Pray on the cloth for these days.Start with worship songs, followed by praises then read Ps 51, ps57, Ps 103, Ps 91.After the seven days, find a way to give her the cloth and let her sew and wear.Please have faith and your situation will be settled within 4 months.
DeleteHosea 4:6, says My people perish for lack of knowledge, I'll advise you to attend bible school, go to winners chapel or salvation ministries and know your rights as a child of God and take charge of your life... You can stream online at www.smhos.org
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