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JEHOVA'S WITNESS BROUHAHA

Hi Stella, 

I don't know where this my story fits into but then I just have to share.


I'm currently undergoing a lot of emotional abuse and rejection from my family members simply because I have decided to disassociate myself from their religion. I was born and raised as a Jehovah's witnesses. Throughout my growing up I was shielded from knowing any other doctrine asides from the Jehovah's witnesses.

 I was only allowed to make friends with only Jehovah's witnesses as non Jehovah's witnesses weren't fit to be called friends. I blindly got baptised into the faith and this is the cause of my wahala right now.


A year ago I decided to do a research on the Jehovah's witnesses faith to be sure this guys had the truth. I began researching on their doctrines using materials outside what's published by them. Note that this is highly discouraged because they know that once you start researching about them you will discover the lies and hypocrisy in their religion and leave them so they try to keep members away from doing this. 

My research opened my eyes to their religious brainwashing and mind control and I was set free. I stopped going for their meetings and fieldservice(preaching) and withdrew completely. 

My family members got to learn that I was inactive(a term used to describe members who no longer attend their meetings and go for preaching). My family tried to talk me back but of course the scale had fallen from my eyes so there was no brainwashing tactics they were going to use on me that will work. They told me that if I don't come back they will stop talking to me.Gradually they stopped talking to me. 

They won't pick my calls either.


My siblings don't talk to me anymore. They won't even allow me near their kids. I am treated as an outcast, a leprosy patient. This is so painful. Jehovah's witnesses are so hardhearted and wicked. They are only nice to people they think they can convert. Outside that you are on your own.


My regrets is that I blindly got baptised into this cult. This cult has cost me my family members. The sad thing is that they don't realise how much this church has killed their sense of being human. My mum clearly told me she has washed her hands off me. That except I come back she would have nothing to do with me. The church leaders deceive them that this is what Jehovah's wants them to do meanwhile the church leaders are only trying to protect others from coming to the realisation that they are false.


If you are JW reading this, I know you will say this is coming from an apostate but it is not. Ask yourself this questions Why am I told not to read any material outside that published by the JW? Does this make any logical sense? Could it be that this guys have something they are trying to hide that's why they are afraid that if you read any other material you just might find out the truth?

Why do they try so hard to present a perfect picture of the organization to others when we all know that everything that happens in other churches also happen within the organization:things like brothers and sisters committing fornication, an elder beating his wife, marriages breaking up, Brothers promising sisters marriage, sleeping with them and leaving them to marry other sisters, Brothers doing convert and marry? 

I was personally sexually abused by an elder in my congregation while growing up.


It's been a really hard time for me admitting that I am now completely alone in this world. Sometimes I feel like going back so I can have my family back but then I can't be an hypocrite. My family love is conditional. Infact a JW love is conditional. Once you leave their cult they disown you. I don't want a love that is conditional so I will endure what ever I am passing through and hope to make new friends that will love me unconditionally.


If you are studying with a Jw hoping to join them eventually please do your research very well. Read thoroughly about them from the internet. It's easier to get in but to come out is very difficult. You can't come out without losing yourself or your family members. Forget the fake love they are showing to you right now. They are only trying to lure you in. It's a trap.


I really do hope I am going to be able to get past this. I would appreciate any advise or suggestions from Stella and blog visitors that will help me cope and heal fast.

*JESUS CHRIST MY LORD!!!

You should have shared the lies you discovered with us nau....