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A LETTER TO A FATHER WHO HAS NEVER 

MET HIS DAUGHTER

Stelikorkoko I so much appreciate your effort on these blog may good God bless you,to all the beeves in the house regular and non regular and those who comment anonymously may the Good Lord put smiles on your face like you all put to my face whenever am depressed and read comments you all lighten my mood.pls permit all grammatical errors or blunder won't be editing.

My name is Ojeniyi Rachael,My situation is has a result of been a child out of wedlock,my father was in his first year in the uni when he impregnated my mum who was also preparing for her jamb like I was told,both were not ready for a child they both decided to terminate the pregnancy using several pills and native medicine but God knew I have great and wondrous things to achieve on earth,he knew I was going to be a blessing to myself and my generation unfortunately for my parents all their means was futile that was how they didn't succeed in terminating my life.

I was brought into this world,my father been the last child of his parent,my both grandparents received me with joy regardless of the circumstance surrounding.she went home with my paternal grans after my birth only for her to run away leaving her a piece of paper beside me stating"am gone for good can't let's this child be a hindrance to my success in life"mum that was the letter u left for behind with four days old baby.

why didn't u fight for me?,why did u deny me a mother's love and breast milk?,why did you bring me to this world to be humiliated and molested?,why do I have to be the one to suffer for your own mistakes?these are the questions I would ask her if we ever cross each others path. My both grandparent nurtured,cared for me and showered me with so much love.I lost my grandpa to the cold hands of death when I was two.my grandma was there for me still,i never felt for once I was neglected by my parents.my father never carried me whenever he came home for vacation,he avoided me like a plague,i remember when I was four my father told me never to call him dad that he was my uncle so I should call him uncle,remembering now makes cry and laugh together at the same time.

I lost my granny when I was seven to cancer,death why did it have to be the only person who showed me love on planet earth u had to take away from me,grandma why didn't u fight d sickness and stay alive for me?

 Ur demise was the beginning of a life of hell and agony. After the death of my grandma, my dad who was already working and living on his own bluntly refused to take custody of me,i wonder why he detest me so much like I was the one who asked him to have unprotected sex.his elder sister took me in,she paid my school fees,gave me three square meal.bought me cloth occasionally she was nice in her own Lil way though in I had to help her hawk every evening,after a year of living with them,her husband junior brother moved in with us that was when I started seeing life in his true colour the junior bro constantly sexually abused me alongside with the priest who comes visiting once in a while they kept threatening me.my aunt and her husband been a busy person could not have noticed.

I was so scared to tell them I allowed myself to be used and violated for good five years,i finally voiced to my aunt when I could not endure it anymore and I was thirteen and started menstruating,that was how my aunt turned me to a witch that I want to scatter her family it was a serious issue,she said I was lying against her in law and priest that was how she deported me to her friends house.

 Her friend was a rich single mother who had only a son I thought I had entered paradise didn't know it was from frying pan to fire,my first few months with them was great she put me into a very good school,things changed months latter when her son who was rusticated from covenant uni ND was home seeking admission to another school,he was a drug addict and a drunkard raped me.he turned me to his sex slave he would beat stupidity out of me whenever I refused him and tear my clothe,after he gained admission it got worse he brought home x friends to violate me also,i tried committing suicide and he caught me and gave me the beating of my life,telling his mum was out of it because she never asked how I came about d bruises every time although she was always on business trip mostly,i am sure she just turned a blind eye to it.

I became a shadow of myself,life became so unbearable I wished for death but God knowing I was going places spared my life,still surprised how I never got pregnant throughout the four years. 

God helped me I gained admission,the woman I was living with changed during my first semester she became harsh and cold she stopped communicating with me although she paid my school fee and got me a room in school and she left me all to myself. Schooling has been hellish for me.many days without food, hunger made me participate in the just concluded redeem 40 days fasting,i walk to school everyday and my house is quite a distant from school.my rent has expired landlord on my neck,another aunt of my who has bin supporting me with a token to compliment my menial job has stopped sending anything her excuse has bin recession.up till date my both parent has not reached out to me,don't know my mums where about or anything about her,my dad is now married with kids in the UK.

he has never reached out to me neither have I because I can't force my way into someones life when his actions clearly shows he doesn't want me to be a part of his family,have been advised to go into prostitution severally and being tempted to but due to my past I have come to hate sex and I have trauma's am still dealing how then can I prostitute more so religiously it's wrong and for how long.

My last meal was taken yesterday afternoon no hope yet for another cos I don't have a dime on me these all issues has caused me inferiority complex I don't associate with people or socialise,i only associate in school with people of my calibre.have bin through a whole which is beyond that of someone in her early twenties.thank u for giving me a voice to speak out all these years of keeping in it to myself and dad if you get to read this please get in touch with me...

Daddy all I want is u taken care of my financial needs not going to force myself to be a part of your family if you don't want to(Ojeniyi Babatunde)And as for the rapist and child molester have forgiven u but hand you over to God.

Please Mr Ojeniyi,your daughter needs you,she has been through hell and back,you may not know this but please please reach out to this strong woman who has refused to let her traumatic Childhood break her...