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CONSEQUENCES OF BEING WITH A 40 SECONDS MAN.

I have been a BV for quite a while probably 4 years or so, and i must say you're doing a great job, God bless you.
I will go straight to the point and this is really not a chronicle but a form of advice to ladies out there.

I met this guy around March this year from instagram and we kept talking and chatting on phone that he even invited me over to his base which I declined. We were on and off for months but we started talking and chatting often early last month. He told me he likes me, he's serious about me and he wants to start a serious relationship with me. I promised to come visit him which I did and that's where all what I wanna talk about started from.

I was a virgin all my life before going to his place, I told him about it and he was shocked because he knew have dated different guys but he was surprised when I told him that I never agree to sleep with anyone of them. I really liked him when I set my eyes on him and I felt the feelings was mutual because he was really all over me and all not knowing that I was making a mistake. 

We had s3x that same night and I got to know the kind of person I had started dating. Nothing lead to another, because I willingly allowed him because I loved him and I felt he was serious. It was so painful and he had to force himself in to me and that was when I realized he's a 40 seconds Indomie man but I kept my cool and said in my mind that maybe it's because of the excitement and all. 

He went to clean up and left me on the bed I checked myself I saw blood on my body, he later left me in the room that night to gist with his friends. We had s3x again and this time the blood I saw was more than the previous and that was when I could wrap it up that he has a medical problem (quick ejaculation) I only noticed he's not that caring and he's always leaving me in the room after having s3x.

I left after few days even got the shock of my life few hours before leaving that he's in a serious relationship. Yes I snooped and yes I confronted him and the idiot told me the saved (MINE) is his mom's number. I had it in my mind that I am done with him but won't break up because I want to pay him back. 

We talked till I got back to my base and we stopped talking until he pinged me yesterday forming vexed that I didn't hit him up then later said that I lied to him that I am a Virgin. I don't know what to say to him because he was not sleeping when he was trying to force himself into me and was bouncing back, I was not sleeping when I saw blood even after having s3x with him the second time.

 I just left him there not that he's forgiven but I don't have time for him now.

On the other hand, there's this guy that is disturbing me here I didn't take him serious because I didn't really have any feelings for him but this guy loves me.

 The guy has given me up to half a million in total in between few days. I had s3x with him after I came back not because I like him but because s3x is just an act to me after what I experienced few days back. It was different, I was still bleeding but just a little though and he thought he's the one that first had s3x with me because he noticed I was feeling real pain. 

I played along when he asked and since then everything about him changed, he's ready to cut his head for me, he respectS me, loves me and cares about me. He told me he will do anything for me, anything I want, he even asked me to tell him anything I want and I told him I want to go for a vacation and he even said I should pick any country I want, we settled down for Canada and he said it is done. 

Sometimes I used to wonder maybe I am actually using jazz on him because I can't understand this kind of love. We are together now and I am trying to love him and at the same time trying to forget about that idiot and probably think of when I can fast and pray for him not to see the year 2017.


This is just an advice to ladies to be always careful when falling in love, he could be a devil. And for those that will come down to the comment section to type out rubbish, I really don't care, and anything you type there won't move me at all so please don't waste your time and energy. It's just an advice not a way of condemnation. I am 20 by the way.
Thank you.

*Mouth hanging loose*