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*Looking at Poster eyeball to eyeball and Thinking deeply*

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PLAYING A ROUGH GAME

Trust you are doing great  Stella. Please don't publish my email.

It all started like a joke. Gave me a lift one beautiful day on my way to work and after exchanging contacts asked if we could hang out after close of work, and since most times I don't have anything doing when I get home, agreed to it. And as time went by, when he drops me off at my gate he will ask for a peck or kiss, just stuffs like that, and in my mind I will say, is it not just that, I know am not gonna have sex with him. We both knew the whole outing was just for fun and to kill time.

We finally had sex after some months, the first wasn't great cos I was a bit tense, though I liked the feeling with him. Told myself I will do it one final time. That was were the problem started. 

The doggy style was DABOMB infact its the best I have ever had. Mind you, I was very single and unattached to anyone so to me, having sex with someone for fun isn't so bad,(am a christian I know its a big sin. I really try to be strong when I can, but truthfully its not so easy). 

We had it like two more times that to say four times altogether. The feeling of sexual satisfaction is mutual, cos I know he enjoys it too. 

Here comes the nagging thought. Dude is about to settle down, just moved into a new apartment and is inviting me to come over with plans of where and how we are going to explore the place. One part of me feel insulted cos he wants us to do it in an empty apartment, which to me is degrading and am thinking, maybe hes trying to do sharp guy and not pay for a hotel.

And the other part is feeling, since his babe is in the east and hasn't even been to the new place it feels kool to be the ist to have sex there, like he just wants to have the memory since I insisted on not ever doing it with him again once he becomes a Mr.

I now have my own bobo and we are planning to settle down, but bobo is not giving me that satisfaction, though its something we are going to work towards. 

The evil side of me is saying to enjoy the sex while I still can.

Please Stella and sweet BVs, I need your trustful advice especially from the guys since they will have more experience in this. Those who derive pleasure in using abusively words, that too is welcomed.