Chronicle Of Blog Visitor Narrative...

I am sorry but I did not edit this Chronicle because I was too upset after reading through and i am sure the poster was also upset whilst typing....

This is horrible...Isnt there something to be done to avoid this?I am just in shock!!!

STAND ALONE NARRATIVE
RAPED REPEATEDLY BY A TOASTER

Hello Stella.

I am a 23yrs old final year lady. I have been through a lot in relationship. My ex and I broke up september lastyr, it was a messy one, his fiancee called to say I should stop wasting my time..whereas I didn't even knw he was cheatin on me.

After that encounter I made a covenant wit God, nt to enta anyhow relatnshp again, I wrote down 7things I want in a man and prayed about it. I want a real relatnshp nd was vry tired of being jilted. I also told God I wunt have sex again till I get married.

I stayed away from guys since that time till now, continued wit my celibacy and served God fervently. I met a guy lastyr july (Fola) who happn to be my frnd's cousin, my friend introduced us.he has been disturbin me since den, according to him, he want to settle down cos he is 30yrs alrdy. I just didn't put my mind on him cos I don't like his character. He was alws inviting me over 2his town every weekend, we might nt talk 2ruout d week bt once its friday he will start callin, so I started doubting him.

To cut d long story short, 8months latr, he calld nd said he wuld finally comman c me in school dis weekend since I don't want to come to his place nd his tired of being an online frnd. I thought abt it nd told my friend's about it,I felt I was unnecessarily too harsh on him nd decided to be a lil bit nice, who knws he might be d man ave bn waiting for. So I told him to come.he said he wuld stay in my room, cos he wantd us to talk extensively abt some things nd he dosnt want to waste money since I hav a room..I agreed cos af2ral he will just spend a night.

I prayed 2God abt it, I told my frnds, if he can try to have sex wit me den dats d end. He came around 7:30pm dt day. He looked rough nd somehw.  I served him food, later he said if he dosnt take alcohol he can't sleep, so I shuld go help him get a bottle of alomo bitter. I told him I wunt let him take alcohol in my house.then he went out on his own to get it. I statrd having doubt abt him again. He came bck nd took d drink, I was alrdy sleepin. Nd den he talks too much, within minutes of meetin him, he has tlkd abt his family, ex gf, work, etc etc. Wit all this I just zero my mind dt I can't date him. TnkGod he is goin d nxt day or 2.

I was alrdy sleepin wen I felt someone touchn me. I knw I wunt date dis guy, plus its nt proper, sex on d first date..nd ave alrdy made a vow wit God. He didn't stop, later he startd being violent.._using force, immiediately I knw he wanted to rape me, I stard screaming, pushing,shouting bt he didn't care, I was cursing him. I told him I am menstrating. It seems he was gettin more stronger nd aroused seeing me in pain. He reached down nd remuvd my trouser nd pant @d same time with d pad nd threw dem away. I tried covering my privates wit my hand bt he removd it. I startd screamin Jesus, fola pls, fola don't. 

Am in my period, pls pls. He remuvd him dick nd pushed it inside me, d pain was unbearable each thrust was lyk tearing me wit razor blade, ave never felt such pain, I weeped nd cried..each thrust was lyk hell, I was cursing him. I gathered some strenght nd was able to standup later he grapd me bck nd continued rapin me, even wit my tears. 

He raped me 3tymz before I was able to free myslf nd run out of d room..evrywhr was dark. I was outsyd in front of my neighbor's room crying. Few minutes later he came outside smilling, he apologised smilling. I was weak nd needed 2rest, so I went bck insyd. On gettin in, he strtd touchin me again, I was prayin silently for God to stop him, bcos my power is def not enof. I threatend him 2stop, I pleaded I did almost evritin I could. My menstral blood was rushing, he tried ginving me head, I screamed Fola am in my period. 

Stella, I ran out twice dt night, he laffed @me sayin I was doin lyka witch. Wen I finally slept around 4, I slept on plastic chair nd table insyd,cos wen I peepd in he was alrdy snoring. So I gently went to d dark corner whr d chair nd table is to sleep. I am new in my lodge, I just packed in, so I dunno most of dem, if not I should hav slept in a neighbors room. I just didn't hav option.

D next mrng, around 6am dis satrdy, he wanted raping me again, I told him its morning alrdy nd I wunt hesitate to call out everyone to help beat him up, I told him 2leave my house rightaway else I will go to police station dat morning, nd I cursed him. To my surprise he was laffing nd stil makin jest of me. He went to d bathroom, took his bathe nd left.

Am stil in my room, I knw pple heard us overnight, I can't even go out. I have placed a whole lot of curse on him. Am even thinkin of goin to d police to report. Dis is clearly nt his first time rappin a lady. I later saw dt d drink he took lastnight was 'baby okwu' dey drew a guy nd a lady in sexual position on d cover.

To all the guys rappin ladies upandan, nemesis wiill catch u all one day. Ur children nd even children's children shall suffer from d pain unless u guys repent. Rape hurts more dan a fire burn..

I AM SORRY BUT I HAVE TO ASK YOU ONE QUESTION BECAUSE I AM SO UPSET RIGHT NOW READING THIS...WHY DID YOU GO BACK TO THE SCENE OF RAPE?Why didnt you scream out until your neighbours ran out to help you?you went back and lay in the same room with him and you slept off comfortably?you were not scared?

I am not saying he didnt sleep with you against your wish but the minute he suggested alcohol you should have known..YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.

AND WHY THE HECK WOULD YOU AGREE TO HIM SLEEPING IN YOUR ROOM?

I found out one thing.....A lady told me that when a girl is disappointed with sex,she likes to call it rape and it makes her feel better..is this true?

Forgive me if my words hurt you but i cant help thinking that you indrectly encouraged this rapist!

I am out before i say more trash!