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Good day Stella, I don't know where this fits in,but you know best where to fix it in..it's a story of my life,I need advice and encouragement cos I have no one to talk to.

I have always been a happy child,born into an average family,dad was working, mum trading,suddenly things starts to change drastically, dad lost his job and unable to get another, things became so difficult for us,we were still hoping he could get another job,along the line he travelled home and find out from his brothers that the wife of one of his elder brother sworn that he will loose his job and pack to the village because he corrected her over an argument that happened in the compound before their mothers death..

My once happy family was gradually turning into a sad home,we thought it was bad then ,we never knew that was only the beginning, my dad was unable to pay rent,(because he mysteriously sold his house)we were thrown out of our house,we had to beg from friends and relatives to assist before we were able to raise money to rent a new house..

Things you see happen only in nollywood movies started happening in our homes,mums business crumble,dad unable to get another job,we were feeding from hand to mouth,nothing was working for us,strange bird shouting on top of our roof,we have prayed,we have fasted, yet things seems the same,out of 5 girls,only one got married, the rest of us are getting old at home no suitor,I wrote jamb many times I never saw my result,either it is withheld,seize or  missing..after so much i manage to gain admission into university this is where my story began,I started experiencing sex while I sleep.

I'm a very beautiful girl,but the problem was no man was willing to stay,after one or 2 months they leave without quarrel or fight,this continued for so long,all these while,I have visited so many places with the little money I have,I go to prayer house,Alfa,native doctor(please don't judge me) prophets, prophetesses, white garment,TB Joshua ,mountain of fire,I have done  3 days dry fasting number of times yet no solution,this was affecting me seriously, the only time I got a relief was when I did deliverance at a white garment church,it seize for 5 months.

I was almost getting married when the spirit visited me one afternoon while sleeping, 2 days later I had a big quarrel with fiance over nothing and everything end..

This continued to the extent, men stopped coming, for them to say hi it's a problem, the only ones that say hi are the retarded guys ,there was a day 3 handicap guys approach me at different location, cos I was traveling on that day,I met one at my junction,met one when I got to the state where I was going and I also met one on my way home.

I graduated and served,while in 3 weeks orientation camp not a single guy approach me,they all run from me.

Now I have left school for almost 10 years,the same issue, I'm still not married, I don't have something tangible doing because nothing works for me nor my siblings, non of us are working, I lost my dad 5 years ago,mum sits at home ,all of us put together we can not raise 20,000 the worst if you see us,you won't believe this is what we are going through, cloth and fake smiles covers everything, I'm in my mid 30s,no suitor,not even a friend I could confide in because I don't have N1 of my own,.

If I make a business deal after approval, it becomes difficult to execute, they completely change their mind,even when I make money maybe like N50,000 ( because im a struggling lady,i refuse to succumb to the enemies war) another cash will refuse to come till I finish what I have and start from square one,the recent one is during my visit home for my dad's burial I find it difficult most times waking up.

I will scream n scream BLOOD OF JESUS  before I will be able to wake up..the one that happened this afternoon was terrible, I struggled for almost 30mins before I could regain consciousness,and I live alone(because after NYSC I worked briefly before I was sacked,I saved a little cash and I met a very good guy who took my problem as his and rented an apartment for me before leaving like others,only God knows how I have been managing to pay the rent and feed myself n utility bills..that's story for another day)

My question and concern is this,is there some prayers God does not answer or what could be the purpose of our prayers not been answered?

For instance if I'm a sinner, how about my siblings and mum? Why can't God answer us,we have been battling this since 1991 ,and I have been battling with this spirit being since 2003 ,nothing I have not done..

we are all grown up no husbands,the only one who is married ,is still just like us because they are still managing,we live from hand to mouth..
I cry most times when I'm alone especially when I think about my life.
Please advise me on what to do next because I don't know what else to do!

OMG...This one pass me so i will include your number in case any man of God or prayer group wants to reach out to you...This is so scary..WTF!

This is her email address ooooo reedeem198@gmail.com