Blog Visitor Wants to Give Up Her Baby For Adoption.

This mail came in at Midnight,just as i woke up to do some stuff,I havent been able to sleep since then and i have been at a silent spot wondering if i should post this or not.....I took a walk to my kids rooms and saw how they slept peacefully  and that is the reason i am posting this...to give this little baby a chance at life.

PS - I am adding her fone number here becos of the monstrous amount of calls i have received and people wanting to reach her. I have been on the fone trying to pacify her and i cant so this alone. Her fone Number is 09026689150

''Dear Stella, keep doing great things and fulfilling your golden destiny. Please I don't know where this fits in but please give me a chance to do one good thing for my baby. I know there are uncountable kind people that visits your blog. I have an odd request, I want to give up my only blessing and hope. This has ripped my heart apart and torn it to bits but between going to an orphanage, I choose here. I want to give up my son for adoption to any God fearing couple who are still trusting God for a child and have so much love to give and will treat him like their own.  He is the sweetest, cutest little boy who doesn't deserve all the suffer that life has shoved down young his throat through me. My son has known too much hunger pangs and suffering for his tender life. I have tried to live up to expectation but nothing is working, not even giveaways, I just wear ill luck like a dress. I have failed him as a mother and as a human being that when he smiles at me, it breaks my heart rather than make me happy bacause I feel I don't deserve his smile. I feel guilty that despite my inadequacies, he still finds me worthy of his amazing smiles. Our life journey has been filed with lots of sad tales but I have realised that he deserves a chance to do better in life than I have done, he deserves to be a baby and not an adult that goes to bed hungry and drinks garri. When I read the baby food post, i cried myself to sleep because it dawned on me that I am a huge failure as a mother, the only milk he has ever had a chance to taste in his life is occassional cowbell and dano sachet that I buy 20 Naira from mallam. I have never had anything free before, never had any help, never had any encouragement, no one ever said, 'well done', no one ever said asked 'how are you' and genuinely cared for an answer. I want to raise him, I really do but it is so hard when you are alone, confused and helpless. Some people will say I should keep pushing on but I have lost strength for even one more push, I am tired inside and out, drained, exhausted. I am a failure and I don't want that to rub off on him. I will sleep better at night knowing that he is safe, loved, fed With clothes on his back and a chance to education when he is due, rather than being awake at night expecting a scream from him in his sleep due to hunger. He loves music and singing makes him sleep even in worst days but he screams in his sleep and wakes crying his lungs out and we start the singing and dancing again to get him to sleep again. What baby deserves that? He deserves better, please Stella give him a chance to better. This is the hardest thing I have had to do and will ever have to do but his smile can lighten up the lives of a good couple out there rather than being a dagger to my chest. I will sign ANY binding legal document and no, I don't want a Kobo for him. I will provide his pictures and physical appearance too but my only condition is i meet with the couple's pastor or priest to attest their genuin-ness. My mother instincts will tell me if my son will be safe or not. My contact is unworthymother@yahoo.com Thank you''

JESUS I dont know how or why this broke but I am in tears and begging,praying that you fix this..Please.