Chronicle Of Blog Visitor Narrative...

This narrative is unedited because i didnt feel like tampering with how it was constructed syntax wise.
This is a serious narrative,please take it serious!

STAND ALONE NARRATIVE
WHEN GOD CALLS YOU WHAT ARE THE SIGNS?

Hello Stella of life,

Warm greetings to you, firstly let me say a big thank you to Stella for been a voice to the voiceless, you are indeed a blessing to our generation. Please do not publish my email along this post as i will like to stay anonymous. And the story begins......

 honestly my mind has been on fire since this past Sunday (26th July). Ok, let me just give you a hint on my kind of person and what i do.

People call me Misunderstood (Nickname) i once worked with Sterling Bank, but presently i work as the Personal Assistant to a Senior Reverend of one big and popular Church in Lagos. When i went for the interview of the P.A opening in 2013, we were like 53 that attended, we did series of tests and had an interview with the reverend himself.

Pastors, Deacons and even die hard Christians were in attendance. Now here is the thing about me, i am a regular social guy, young, good looking and a baller (and by baller i don't mean soccer, i mean i ball hard) i drink alcohol on regular basis, club and even skunk up. So, going for that interview was like a joke to me, but the salary was on the high side and yes it came with a 3 bedroom flat accommodation offer, which i couldn't resist. At the end of the interview, everyone went home with raised hopes. 2 weeks later i got a call on my phone that i had been selected for the job, wow as in WOW (e be like film trick for my eye) why would God or the Reverend choose me, i didn't know if i should be happy or surprised.

I was asked to resume the next Sunday, which i did and the job began smoothly. Now this is where the problem is, every morning before and since 2013 when i started the job, i wake up to a shut of vodka or whatever liquor i have in the fridge, then i step it down with 2 sticks of cigarettes and this was the normal procedure for me (like course wey i nor dey carry over) then i take my bath, freshen up and head to work. This went on till like this past Sunday, or should i say yesterday, cause i think i still did it in the afternoon. 

My love for alcohol and this extra social life style can not be overemphasized; there's this one time i was so ill that the office had to admit me at the official hospital for like 3 days (it was just like i was in jail) i had to call a friend to get me alomo (on top say i dey on series of drip o). 

Some times i would even sneak out of the office or out of boss's watch if we go out together just to top up, then i use a deodorant and mouth spray. Truth is all the while i have not been happy with myself, giving my kinda of job, it shouldn't be heard that the P.A to the Reverend is into the above mentioned life style, in fact i felt more sorry for my boss, because i know i don't deserve to be his PA, he deserves better.

On Sunday morning, i mean this past Sunday i.e 26th July, haven pondered on the matter the previous night, i nor know the winsh or madness wey just enter me, i carry myself by myself enter my oga office and told him everything, plus the fact that i keep several relationships (not Church members, i don't do members). Without much surprise on his face, he gazed at me and asked me to sit (choi na one yansh i take siddon) then the next words that came out from his mouth is what has been hunting my mind since then.

In his words, calls my name and said "its been almost a year since i discovered you do all the things you just told me, i decided to keep calm and watch you keenly. Since i got to know about your lifestyle i have been praying for you that God will minister to you in His own way. There is a reason why God brought you here, if i fire you today that purpose will not be accomplished" With a soothing smile on his face, he told me to allow God use me. He said he thinks God might be calling me to serve him. I left his office heartbroken, i encountered the opposite of what should have happened. Can God really be calling me ? i don't think so, i mean me Misunderstood.

My heart has been heavy ever since, really can't think straight and don't even know who to talk to, in fact no matter how much liquor or skunk i consume gets me as high as forgetting about my heavy heart. BVs i so need you guys advice, na so God take dey call person ?  or what exactly is the message i am not understanding. Thanks guys.

I know this is not funny but the way you ended your narrative cracked me up...I think God brought you down to your knees for a reason.go for deliverance and listen to the SILENT voice inside of you.

Like your pastor boss,I also believe God needs you to do some errands for him.

When you realise your purpose you will have peace of mind...what is weighing you down is the shocker that your Boss says he knew all along.

LET GOD USE YOU,YOU WONT REGRET IT!